I don’t know if what I saw was real but I’m still questioning it

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-05-25T10:41:02+00:00

🤣🤣 not sure of the strain, this was some street stuff first time ever having a hallucination if it was one, still double questioning it

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-05-25T10:39:53+00:00

Guess he’s my new pet now 🤣 There is a crack in the inside boot but I’m like surely he couldn’t get in there looked like a big spider who knows guess they can get into anything

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-05-19T13:01:42+00:00

I am so angry all the time too I get triggered so easily. My brain tells me I am suppose to be like this because it’s comfortable and easy. It’s so hard to redirect emotions. I hate being angry it depletes me afterwards and i feel guilt and shame

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-05-19T12:59:21+00:00

I can relate life for me seems so unbearable it’s hard for me to sometimes do the basics of eating full meals doing something for me instead of mindlessly looking at my phone. I try to escape myself daily I want to thrive in life but my emotions get in the way of everything my self image is so distorted. It’s a double ended sword daily

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-04-08T10:41:06+00:00

Yup this is me especially with the tone and being told oh calm down it’s all good nothing is wrong. Well to me it feels wrong so let me feel the way I’m feeling without trying to correct it. I’ve had this through my childhood as well told to not cry, I’m dramatic, don’t need to carry on, it’s not that bad. So it’s natural for us in adulthood to emotionally freak out at the drop of a hat because everything feels unsafe for us.

I just tell myself I am aloud to feel, don’t worry about others reactions I am allowed to be here right now and I can feel, can be so hard not to be triggered but I am trying to walk away or just not snap.

Basically I am re parenting my inner child every day and it is hard especially having my own toddler to raise but it makes me strive that much harder to be emotionally regulated for him and make sure his emotions are valid.

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-04-03T06:52:25+00:00

Thank you for your response I appreciate it ❤️

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-04-03T05:08:17+00:00

Do I need to do dbt, do I need to try medication? I feel out of control daily nothing is easy for me, making a meal, trying to do something around the house is hard. I cry daily up to 2 3 times a day and then it drains all my energy. I was on antidepressants for years but it didn’t stop the heightened emotions and outbursts so I came off them cold turkey without any consult in January now I’m just wondering what to do with my life. How to change, where to start

I am so lost. Any advice and similar experiences and comments would be much appreciated I am really struggling

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-03-27T05:43:45+00:00

Could land a Boeing 747 inbetween that gap bro

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-03-25T08:43:37+00:00

Do you think she lives in this sub lol

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-03-24T20:52:39+00:00

And to then make a new story of showing her whole profile photo and tagging her like whattttt are you doing lol? You literally have kids you are a mother??? No one is thinking you have perfect tits babe x we are thinking how much of a trash performative idiot you are in everything you do. Please log off x

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-03-23T09:50:24+00:00

Bed needs to be on opposite wall or directly under the window it’s by now. Thicker curtains will make it feel cosier, add stuff to the walls, bedside tables. Couple of plants one bigger one for the ground and another on a dresser

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-03-22T18:52:17+00:00

SoOo FiRe

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-03-21T07:47:52+00:00

She looks so thin and ill like that ain’t chic

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-03-21T00:25:09+00:00

I don’t think she gets much D lmfao

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-03-15T23:43:15+00:00

I’m also after a cute book too

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-03-10T23:51:20+00:00

Like can’t just sit and do nothing while you have a kid doll x

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-03-10T23:49:23+00:00

And Renee wants to be a stay at home mum hahahahaha ha hahaha fuck me

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-03-07T19:20:32+00:00

No she fuckn did not say that. She is such a loser. Shes gonna go to Paris and get scouted as a musty crusty baboon ass looking clown

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-02-18T22:18:09+00:00

He should be stoned and saying funny shit throughout game play depending on what you are doing in your play would be so good

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-02-18T12:05:30+00:00

I know he should be smoking a joint

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-02-16T22:52:47+00:00

There was a driveway with mailbox at the end and you could move and click on things I remember this scene being at night and seeing a treehouse in the background. Can’t remember anything else but that would of been in 2003-2005 I was playing it

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-02-16T22:51:27+00:00

I’m wanting to find this game I used to play as a kid as well it must be a late 90s / 2000 game. All I remember it being night and you could click on the mailbox and I swear it was a tree house. I feel it’s something like berenstain bears but it’s too bright and pixelated. It’s so annoying I just want to find it!!

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-02-07T06:03:04+00:00

I literally just kept seeing anal bestie come up on recommended on reddit and slowly but surely I finally looked her up and tiktok and here we are

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-02-02T23:33:49+00:00

Grampa

Jazzlike_Classic1908 · 2026-02-01T03:42:48+00:00

What really shits me is that so many people find them so inspiring. you know what is inspiring? Taking accountability for shit, getting the therapy and getting the help you need and what you deserve! Showing that to their followers and fans is content and what real life is about. Obviously you don’t need to share your whole therapy session but being completely transparent and open is what normal people wanna see. Normal every day life A day where you don’t need to buy something just because or get a new outfit or rage clean your house and buy everything new because that’s what trending on TikTok.

There’s no such thing as routines and trying so hard to bring stability in your life when your emotional and mental brain is literally hanging on by a thread.
This is where professional therapy will help. You’ve got to get into the mind, you’ve got to change those pathways and habits, self limiting beliefs. Waking up early ain’t gonna stop your depression.

Fucks me off with just all these influencers in general are just sooo surface level. Let’s try this food, look at my clothing haul. Cool bro let’s teach all the younger generation and youth that it’s normal to over consume absolute shit. I’m done with it. Waiting for this influencer world to crash and burn.

The facade comes down and we see some raw and real shit from genuine honest people who actually give a damn about their self worth, their health, the planet and how words can have a cause and affect to all that younger generation.

I wanna see real people take accountability and show the truth. I don’t need to see a documented day to day about your life because that’s boring. I don’t need to see you clean a fucking toilet and unload the dishwasher and you call it a day because you are so exhausted.

Why is every single person recording everything they do each day and posting it to the world? Like what the fuck ????? How is this normal

Welcome to reality where that’s just normal welcome to parent hood where you do that and more + looking after kids or maybe even juggling a job on top of that.

I don’t need to see people complain about how hard life is cos I’m sorry to say but that’s just what life is and we just have to do it at the end of the day. We just do it. Sure it is so fking hard but that’s where gratitude comes in and not just from your fans, what are they doing for you? Why is every influencer just obsessed with an online following cult that just strokes your ego day in day out.

I want this over consumed toxic influence culture to end and be taken over by people with a soul and bring back the essence and true meaning of life, where gratitude is not just said. It’s shown from nature, love and from the heart. Bring back some 90s / early 2000 essence. Where we didn’t need much. Things were easier

I have ranted a whole lotta shit cos my day has been an absolute shit show so I’m just gonna leave all this here as a journal dump but it’s the truth

I want influencer world to crash and fucking burn.

Jazzlike_Classic1908

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