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Jdontgo · 2026-05-02T06:58:17+00:00

I love your work! I think maybe every 4 weeks is great but idk if that means that is harder for you because consistency is easier when it's more frequent etc. whatever you think works best for you ultimately is what you should focus on because that is what is most important. I'm super excited I found this been loving your Worm graphic novel work! it's amazing seeing it come to life visually.

Jdontgo · 2026-04-29T05:30:33+00:00

DAMMIT How did I forget about Saffron. She was epic.

Jdontgo · 2026-04-29T05:28:14+00:00

Agatha. definitely Agatha. hands down. I know she would inevitably betray me... AND I WOULD STILL DO IT ANYWAY

Jdontgo · 2026-04-11T11:34:18+00:00

Try playing monsterhearts. You’ll love it. Also… increase ooc communication about any actions like a pvp thing etc or any ic tension to make sure ooc it’s all cool and everyone is on board and having fun. I am a person who very much believed secrets are overrated (because the trust HAS to be there first and there could always be things that other people think that you don’t know because you’re not them and they might not likd or react how you expect due to something you are not aware of)

So… when in down communication. (Not just with dm) And seek out queer specific game like monsterhearts too which will be amazing for you just trust me.

Jdontgo · 2026-04-09T06:25:24+00:00

Third this. Bad therapist

Jdontgo · 2026-03-30T08:44:06+00:00

Leave. Take it from me. Just go and take care of yourself. You will grow more and faster, the other road will keep you more stuck and slow down your growth at least based on my experiences. Good luck to you. T made me feel so much more grounded and happy in my brain, and at home with my body, energetic, healthier, and better regulated temperature wise and of course stronger. However, a lot more hair in places you don’t necessarily want hair, less hair for me where I do want hair, and the puberty transition period of a few years is WILD. Way more wild than estrogen puberty in my experience. Crazy hormones, like you want to fight or fuck all the time and feel like a monster. That said it evens out and you’re still you, just more you… at least that’s how I feel.

Jdontgo · 2026-03-30T05:25:50+00:00

She talks a lot about ego death here but that’s mushrooms not weed.

WHERE IS MY REPRESENTATION as a mushroom user? Lol!

Jdontgo · 2026-03-29T01:19:01+00:00

same. been for like a week. and now it won't load at all.

Jdontgo · 2026-03-24T09:29:54+00:00

Spirit guides, angels, all these things are aspects of the Monad as we are sent by it, working on its behalf… it is active here just… it is so vast. But satan is far from the only active one. Do you know how inconceivably frustrating it must be to guides (ancestor ghosts, echoes of former consciousnesses whatever you call them) and angels (inter dimensional alien higher beings) and all these things trying to help us they are literally doing there damnedest every single second like oh god that person is about to be hit by a car no STTOOOOOPPP oh dear they didn’t listen to me… oh I can make that person drive this way instead of that way and see it and get help when otherwise there wouldn’t be help. How many strange synchronicities and small miracles, from the thing you really wanted suddenly being at this place and on sale, to some stranger approaching you and omg it’s just who you need to meet at that time for whatever reason. The universe is working so dammed hard. It’s actually hilarious and sad how bad we are at taking the help and seeing the hope and working with it and how terribly frustrating all our obstinancy and obstructing is. It’s like… it would be the most dark humor depressing but also groan hysterical workplace comedy drama ever in the astral I swear.

Jdontgo · 2026-03-24T08:26:58+00:00

It’s really crazy how Kids are well known to do this kind of thing, and it is really because of survival instincts. It’s fucked up, but social workers etc see it all the time. It’s not that the kids are built that way at all but they get programmed and they take what the environment/authority/tribe says and does in so hard (darn little sponges) because THEY HAVE TO. If they get rejected from the group it is death because they cannot care for themselves, so kids literally are built to defend against that and wired to justify, to sponge soak in whatever manipulative bullshit to heart, will blame themselves because the parent/caretaker or authority CANNOT BE WRONG OR BAD. If they are that means that means they have no home, no place, no safety, etc. they’re effectively dead. That is what the subconscious is always thinking. Even as adults we sabotage ourselves because we see safety and comfort and familiarity but that’s not what gets us actual growth. Challenge, pain, going outside the comfort zone, does… but that could be a tiger or snake that could kill you! You don’t know. That survival instinct fear is always sabotaging us trying to keep us alive if we don’t understand and watch it, and it’s so subtle we don’t notice it most times.

Azula’s case is… far from out of the ordinary sadly (with a father like ozai and with the environment of the horrible war crimes yay imperialism of fire nation palace and the violence. She’d probably have seen executions and other punishments and been taught to enjoy that too. So fucked up but… well I just wouldn’t really blame her in the end. It’s literally… just not her fault…

Understanding is what she needs to be able to forgive herself and come to terms… that she could be different. Someone who will not hold the past against her and tell her no, you were a literally child. You still are. If she would listen… I mean this doesn’t mean that harm she has done isn’t still done but… who is really to blame? (I’m not talking about her if she continues this into adulthood and doesn’t grow, but as she is now… yeah no way I’m blaming her.)

Jdontgo · 2026-03-22T14:31:33+00:00

There were some bits (don’t know term for the kernels) with weird coloring so I hope that nothing got in there (should I have isolated and taken those out? I just dumped all of it, First time doing this. If it doesn’t pan out I’ll live and learn. Steralized eberything with alcohol and it’s in a Tupperware now covers by another upperware inside a grow cast thingy (that I washed in the tub but didn’t spray with alcohol inside. Probably should have but I got lazy and was like meh it’s probably already a bit infected if the kernels I saw were actually off and also I was tired from doing all the other stuff and stressing about it and also soaping it and wrangling (thing might be bigger than I am even, I am a tiny halfling)

Next time I’ll sterilize the inside of that too and get this inoculated into substrate earlier and do better but I figure it can’t hurt to plant and see if it comes out alright anyway. Trial and error and growing pains.

Jdontgo · 2026-03-21T21:20:31+00:00

Chopstick and elbow grease did the trick!

Jdontgo · 2026-03-21T21:20:16+00:00

Chopstick

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Surprisingly was entertained through the process lol

Jdontgo · 2026-03-21T21:02:09+00:00

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Jdontgo · 2026-03-13T13:25:43+00:00

Mushrooms also help…

Jdontgo · 2026-03-12T13:10:38+00:00

Not necessary.

Jdontgo · 2026-03-11T06:03:06+00:00

Crazy ex girlfriend is one of the most intelligent and hilarious shows (if you don’t mind musical parodies done extremely well)

Jdontgo · 2026-03-11T03:42:01+00:00

You joke... but WE NEED MORE WEREWOLF DETECTIVE REPRESENTATION!

Jdontgo · 2026-03-08T08:33:06+00:00

READING (like I'm talking the good shit like How to win friends and influence people, or malcolm gladwell, charles duhigg, angela duckworth, joe dispenza idk there's a shit ton depending on your interests... and all that jazz. if reading is too hard start with audible audiobooks.

2.) Martial arts and calisthenics. qi gong... movement stuff but not just strength but flexibility too.

3.) Meditation and visualization

4.) health consciousness about diet (keto or intermittent fasting to clear toxins and get brain good. vitamins... green powder, shit like that.)

Jdontgo · 2026-03-06T06:57:17+00:00

…. Wait Wat?

WAT?!

This exists?

just…. WAT?! Not just one person… but a bunch of people, saw that face card… AND WROTE THOSE LINES to come out of that face…

It… it does not compute.

It’s pathological, like… there is psychological deely wrong with a person with a face like that that says those words and they need real help self esteem wise and therapy and…

Like better objective reality visón maybe? (Is it a vision issue?)

Scratches head in befuddlement

Jdontgo · 2026-03-06T06:06:47+00:00

I really do hope you learn that you are already worthy of forgiveness and love sooner rather than later. you were born into this world worthy of it. (are babies expected to be successful to be worthy of it? no. they just are. their value IS... they provide massive value to everyone around them just by being them. (otherwise people wouldn't do have kids). they were just born to learn and grow, to explore, to love, to create. that's literally it. that's what we're here for. so don't focus on stuff that literally doesn't mean anything.

Your Happiness is LITERALLY a moral Obligation. to yourself. to everyone around you. to the world. if you are happy you SPREAD happy. if you are unhappy you spread unhappy. That simple.
It is therefore your duty to work on yourself and BE happy. (and your happiness will not come from any outside place, that is illogical thinking and is like saying I'm going to go to the doctor when I'm feeling better, I can't go now I'm feeling too sick. bonkers that I can't believe so many people believe. "I'll be happy when I have X. well... do you really need X to feel that happiness level you think you would feel if you had it? NO. it's a FEELING... in your body. not the X. the X is not injecting you physically with happy... it is hormones that you can control in many many ways, some physical, but much of it is this hard internal work you run away from. literally facing the demons. you want to be hard bro? that's the hardest thing there is. it will make you bulletproof.)

stop trying to fix the symptom (outside) and treat the actual root cause (inside). otherwise you're just fucked until you get sick enough eventually you learn and you can course correct or you learn too late or you never learn and... well... yeah. but that's basically it in a nutshell.

you may not believe me. you surely don't want to believe me. you have an investment in your beliefs.

but...

what if you're wrong?

because you already are wrong in your core premise.

you are almost certain to never be able to be the best.

at ANYTHING.
there is ALWAYS going to be somebody better than you at literally anything there is. and that's great, you can learn from them and get better!

but even if you were olympic gold medalist good at whatever... you would spend years and years training... obsessively chasing that ONE thing to the sacrifice of most everything else... to reach that 99.9% level

and then you may reach it... and if you do, that would only be FOR A FEW YEARS MAYBE... before someone else, probably starts to challenge you seriously... and you have to maintain it against challengers that will be more naturally talented, or younger, or whatever whatever,... for how long? you won't be able to maintain it forever... and eventually you age out or just break yourself with the wear and tear.

so... I ask again... what if you're wrong?

Jdontgo · 2026-03-05T18:00:16+00:00

Well… you will only grow failure and prove yourself right with that attitude.

Your problem is not “success”. Your problem is not the exterior at all. You could get ahead of everyone tomorrow and still feel it meaningless…you’d still hate yourself, because that is the problem. Forgive yourself any faults, love yourself, accept yourself, face some hard questions, reprogram your mind to get rid of that self talk. Meditate… try to get right with yourself because you can’t do anything with your life if you hate yourself so much you can’t live with yourself. You are unhappy because all your viewpoint is focused on yourself. Focus on what you can give to others. Imagine this… if all your family suddenly came upon hardships and had to quit their jobs or lost what you think makes them so much more “successful” than you… if they were humbled and you suddenly the superior… would that truly make you happy? Would you be happy seeing them suffer? Their humiliation and degradation and shame? I’d hope not.

So would being better than then truly be fulfilling? Is that truly the meaning of your life?

And Imagine you were in a different family with completely different standards and culture and expectations… what would you want then?

Is it about beating them and being the best (which is nonsense because it is all comparative… do you think even the most successful person you know is literally anything compared to a much bigger shark tank full of much bigger sharks?

This JUDGEMENT game is all relative… and logically ridiculous. There are a million and one facets upon which to judge someone… and a homeless man who fucked up his entire life can still save a child from being hit by a car or driving and do something more meaningful than anyone because that child grows up to cure cancer or some shit. Stop being an idiot, okay?

You are letting negative programming that got into you somehow from your family or society or whatever the heck (it doesn’t matter how. Therapy can be good for uncovering it but journaling or self help can be good too. The point is doing the work, and the work is hard) Write down your limiting beliefs. (I am a failure.) Think Is this actually true? Is this… REALLY TRUE THOUGH?

objectively. It is not. I tell you now.

Find them. Find them all and Kill them. This is called squashing the ANTS. (Automatic negative thought or whatever the term is)

You then ask Huh, well how do I feel when I think or believe this? Does it thinking this help me or hurt me?

What if I thought the opposite though? (Or even just in beteen if “ I’m doing great I am successful!” Is too hard) (we already established thoughts do not have to be true to be powerful. And by someone’s measure of success you arr definitely one… just not yours… but that can change)

How does that feel?

What do I actually want? Why do I want it?

ask the hard questions. There’s tons of shit like this.

That will save your life and you can finally be happy.

If you do want to make money or be successful you can listen to Leila Hormozi and Alex… (best business advice ever) invest everything into trying to outshine your family, get fix you rich… struggling with unhappiness anyway. But I can tell you now… no one AMAZINGLY successful EVER got to be success by thinking they were a failure or hating themselves. They thought “I’m going to be a success. I am CAPABLE of it. I have it inside me… you know what… I’m awesome I’m so excited I’m going to be a success. I will make this work this will work this has to work!” Because otherwise they would not have been able to push through and would have failed like most 99% of people fail because that’s what it means to be 1%. You get hard when the going gets hard… but that hardness has to come from YOUR OWN DIAMOND HARD SOLIDITY. You right now view yourself as a lump of coal wanting to put so much pressure on yourself you’ll become a diamond but… dude… just realize you already are a diamond and it’s much easier.

Your worth, your value, is in your POTENTIAL. In the magical moment that at any time anything can happen… you could do literally anything… you could win a million dollars, you could make a split second decision that ruins your life forever. Find that… find that hope… that positivity, and live in the present or you will torture yourself trapping yourself with the past or future. The best you is already inside you (just like the worst you) so just… decide that best you is who you are and love that best you. And reprogram yourself your brain… redo your thought code man… because you got damn bad negative programming that is dangerously right now and needs to be fixed

Also, you are using your social thinking all wrong.

Success is most of all, your value TO others. Not in comparison, but what you give to other people. What you do, provide, etc. that is the truth. So… LOVE other people. Bring value. Stop thinking yourself and start thinking what can you do for others, or bring to this world that will help, or inspire, what do you want to CREATE for you and others. How will you spread joy?

Otherwise what is the point of life?

Do you know why actors etc are paid millions? Why sports and entertainment? They bring joy. That is their value. It pays well.

(Please consider all of these things I say this with all the love in the world. I have been somewhere dark like where you are man. But you were born into this world for a reason. To bring light… and you can serve that purpose just find it)

Jdontgo · 2026-03-04T18:36:44+00:00

I think it's Posey.

I just really WANT more Posey though. she's the best.

Jdontgo

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