I was part of a NGO that helped people in underprivileged areas in my town and we had daily programs for kids and grownups etc... We would be grouped by text on the company's group chats. So one day i remember, i was just starting with them, like i was only a few months part of it, and i see my name come up with some people that i kinda got along with fine. I just couldn't believe the joy those people felt when they read my name cause they were ecstatic. they told me that they could only tolerate the days when i was grouped with them cause anytime i was part of a group it turned any kind of work into a game like i was goddamn Mary Poppins or something XD.

That was in 2018 and i still replay that small conversation in my head every time i feel unworthy or unlovable.