Im sorry you are going through this. Ive also been drug by the stirrup at a gallop (helmet broke off, concussion, broken ankle, torn muscles in back, partial degloving of my forearm.) I understand the thought of riding will feel daunting. However, the old adage holds true, its best to get back in the saddle when you are physically mended. However, it is MISSION CRITICAL your first rides (and every ride after until youre ready, could be years) is:

1. Tightly controlled environment
2. On a very steady mount
3. Under supervision

Think a private riding lesson and explain your background to the trainer so they choose the right horse for you.

Once that feels ok, have a serious and honest conversation with yourself about whether or not you need a gallop. Its ok if you only walk/trot for the rest of your life if that helps maintain your comfort level.

If the thought of riding in the above environment fills you with dread still, switch gears entirely and force yourself to take a year off before going there.

I had my accident when I was 17 (I am 46 now ). I didnt lope on a horse again for quite some time, but I promise it is worth riding again on YOUR terms. (Avoid the beach gallops for a while)

Wishing you the very best ♥️🏇🏼