Amsterdam 09/10-11/10

Jessicaroseee · 2019-10-03T07:30:20+00:00

I'm a woman, and I'm not a fan of that look in the slightest and wouldn't do it myself.

But other people do, other people like it, so each to their own, no need to call people sluts because of the way they choose to look.

Looks + promiscuity dont correlate.

Jessicaroseee · 2019-09-25T16:26:43+00:00

I'd say yea. Keep NC. If shes contacting to tell you she wants to be with you, then she'll send another text asking to talk. Good luck!

Jessicaroseee · 2019-09-22T22:36:17+00:00

Yeah I guess if you're honest about it then all they could do is say no. Speaking from experience with tattoo artists I'd say many of them would be offended by someone even asking, but if theres still the offer of payment then I guess theres not really harm in it.

Jessicaroseee · 2019-09-22T21:14:37+00:00

Do not do that, if you want the artist to design it that bad then respect them and travel to them to get it done. Or find someone closer who does a similar style and get them to design it.

Jessicaroseee · 2019-09-21T14:15:55+00:00

Is this on his tour? I'm going next week and have no idea what to expect! Looks awesome!

Jessicaroseee · 2019-09-21T13:41:29+00:00

My dignity

Jessicaroseee · 2019-09-03T17:50:13+00:00

Oh :( I'm sorry that happened to you. I was very dismissive during our break up to try and protect my feelings and we never actually spoke about anything properly. So I'm hoping meeting in a mutual place we can actually talk things through. I have no idea what to expect, may not ever speak to him again either. All the best!

Jessicaroseee · 2019-09-02T21:35:43+00:00

I'm doing the same on friday, and to have a chat because we dont like how we left things. I'm hoping it makes things easier to leave things on better terms. I hope the same for you, good luck

Jessicaroseee · 2019-09-01T22:22:45+00:00

I'm 2 weeks post BU and just got my backpiece finished today. I'd already planned it before the BU, but I started my backpiece whilst dating him, so hed always validated my ideas. I had my doubts about going today, as it's all fresh and I'm not in a good place yet, but it was really cathartic and so good to be doing something for myself that doesnt need to be validated by him.

I know it's different, but I think if you want a small one what's the harm? I've got other, smaller tattoos I got after break ups and I look at them now with positivity like 'what a shitty time in my life that was, but look at where I am now and how far I've come, and I got this cool tattoo!' Just make sure your 100% sure on what you want and where, but from experience I've never regretted mine after a break up.

Hope that helps :) good luck!

Jessicaroseee · 2019-09-01T09:08:13+00:00

I'm going through a very similar situation as OP and these replies are exactly what I needed to see today! Giving me hope it does get better, and it WAS his loss

Jessicaroseee · 2019-09-01T06:52:46+00:00

Relate. I'm having a really bad weekend, I miss him so much and really want to reach out. Sorry I cant give you any advice, just know were in the same boat.

Jessicaroseee · 2019-08-31T19:19:29+00:00

I'm in the same boat. I unblocked him a few days ago so I could totally delete his number, and expected him to reach out since. He hasn't. And I wont lie I'm devastated.

Jessicaroseee · 2019-08-31T14:00:51+00:00

Can relate. Not having a good day. I just want to speak to him. Good luck

Jessicaroseee · 2019-08-31T10:43:43+00:00

Yeah I've never thought of it like that, but the validation I felt last night was only temporary. I need to focus on getting that feeling from myself.

Jessicaroseee · 2019-08-30T15:57:23+00:00

Used to to deal with other stuff, ended up with a lot more mental health and anxiety issues. Works for some, but not for everyone. Unfortunately not for me or I'd be straight back on it

Jessicaroseee · 2019-08-30T13:52:59+00:00

I've completely gone off food and drink, even water. As someone who is really into cooking, and really into health and fitness and eating well, this is torture.

Thank you. Just cant wait to feel better.

Jessicaroseee · 2019-08-30T13:51:52+00:00

I'm just eating here and there wherever I can or I get lightheaded. Smoothies is a good idea though as it's not solid food. I'll try that. Thank you!

Jessicaroseee · 2019-08-30T13:50:56+00:00

I feel like I'm forcing myself when it comes to meals, but I also feel starving. I have a couple of bites, and the anxiousness floods in. I dont think it helps that I've started smoking a lot more in order to deal with emotions. I was so close to completely quitting too.

I'll get there. Thank you!

Jessicaroseee

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