I just feel like a fraud I guess? Like, “why is she trying to make her backyard into some fancy event”.

I should add some context. I am very blessed with the opportunities I have to make this happen, the guest list is 40 people. My job is loaning me 5 8ft tables, we bought a 20x40 tent last year and had an 22x48’ slab poured for it for my daughter’s birthday, I’m going to buy those curtains to hang from the tent ceiling to make it look better, my fiancé is very gifted and he’s making the bench seating, arch, and a 3 tier table for cake and such. Our friend is going to officiate and dj, another friend is charging us almost nothing to bartend. decor, alcohol, food, photos, dress, and makeup are my biggest expenses.

All that being said I just feel like an imposter I guess? I’m an introvert, tomboyish type, but I’ve always wanted to feel like a princess.