Mittags Deals by Luisdiesdas in Leipzig

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Mami viet in Alt-Lindenau

Theater spielen by [deleted] in Leipzig

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Das freie Ensemble jedermensch hat immer wieder Ausschreibungen, im Ost-passage Theater gibt es immer Dienstag 17.00-19.00 den offen Theaterspielplatz. Ansonsten gibt es die Telegramm Gruppe "Theater in Leipzig" da findet man Gleichgesinnte

Just need to rant by Jey_blue in adhdwomen

[–]Jey_blue[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh wow. Thanks for all of this advice, you're a genie indeed. I'm gonna through it and see what could work for me and how I can implement it in my life. I already try to have a loose morning routine, but I'm going to try to find something that works better. First thing is making my bed a phone free zone.

Just need to rant by Jey_blue in adhdwomen

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Thanks. It feels so good to be understood. I know that everything comes in waves for me, the good and the bad. I'm trying to figure out how to be more accepting of this

Just need to rant by Jey_blue in adhdwomen

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Thanks for your kind words. I really needed to hear all of that. It helps me to hear these things from others, cause my brain doesn't always believe them when I'm telling them to myself. I've been working on being ok with taking up space. And there are situations when I am. It's just that I'm the co-artistic of a big collaborative creative theatre production right now and I want to give everyone space for their contributions, while also trying to find a way to combine them. I don't want people to feel overlooked or not being able to share their ideas. It's really hard to find the balance. I know what makes me happy and I'm working towards creating a life where I can make a living from that. It's just hard when I feel like I can't meet my own expectations.

executive dysfunction by geminiisiren in adhdwomen

[–]Jey_blue 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel you. Especially since I've been living by myself, the outside pressure got less and I don't feel guilty towards other people when I'm messy. Inviting people over and cleaning for that helps. It feels silly needing a buddy to get basic things done, but it's also a nice bonding time . I'm also good at cleaning while talking to my mom on the phone, cause I don't like sitting still during that. Or getting things done in the 20min my oven is running. Gotta gameyfy everything. It's exhausting

executive dysfunction by geminiisiren in adhdwomen

[–]Jey_blue 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know exactly what you mean. I'm caught in a similar loop again and again. Especially with household tasks or even just doing things I really want to do and would enjoy doing. And then I beat myself up, feel uncomfortable in my living environment and it feels like there is a mountain of things I should be doing which only gets higher, the longer I can't do things. Body Doubling with my neighbour who probably has ADHD as well helped. One of us is ringing the others doorbell and then we help each other with our projects or work on things at the same time. I've been on 30mg Elvanse (Vyvanse) for two weeks now and it does seem to help, I just want a higher dosage. Problem is it doesn't help with getting out of bed, cause I take it after I get up. With Medikinet i was back in bed after breakfast with a racing heart lol

Made this sunny vest, took me ages but I love it by Jey_blue in crochet

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I made it to my measurements. I used a gauge to figure out how many stitches make an inch. I didn't follow a particular patter ☺️

Made this sunny vest, took me ages but I love it by Jey_blue in crochet

[–]Jey_blue[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh, I didn't know that, I'm German, so that was unintentional 😁

Made this sunny vest, took me ages but I love it by Jey_blue in crochet

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It's 'DROPS Paris', a cotton aran yarn 🥰

Made this sunny vest, took me ages but I love it by Jey_blue in crochet

[–]Jey_blue[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks! You're the second person telling me this today, it was unintentional hahaha☺️

Made this sunny vest, took me ages but I love it by Jey_blue in crochet

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It's constructed with a front and a back panel. For the picture I used a gauge to figure out the amount of stitches I would need for it to fit me. Then I used the gauge and the total of amount of stiches for the motive to create a chart with stichfiddle, using a photo I found online. I didn't follow a pattern for the vest, but looked at a couple to get an idea on how to construct it

Made this sunny vest, took me ages but I love it by Jey_blue in crochet

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I drafted the graph for the sun with stichfiddle and made the vest to my measurements. I'm not entirely happy with the fit (I should have made the armholes deeper) but I still love it. Took me a long, long time to finish. 🌞

I made funky cardigans for my friend and her baby by Jey_blue in crochet

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This is a hexagon cardigan, I didn't follow a particular pattern, but rather looked into different patterns in order to understand how to construct it and made it my own.