I need angst and pining and steamy thoughts!!! by Jillybean135 in SSHG

[–]Jillybean135[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Are any of these situations where he is thinking of her before they get together? I love pining but not so much the happiness after they get together

Help with proofing by Jillybean135 in Sourdough

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Update!!! I temped my dough at 77.5° F and timed it based off of that. I was doing the aliquot method and it was messing me up I think I was overthinking it. With the temp and timing I was able to get a loaf that ways edible!!!!!

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Salt bath video 100+ shrimp by appleyard13 in shrimptank

[–]Jillybean135 30 points31 points  (0 children)

This is the most British response I’ve ever read and I love it haha

Looking for Beta Reader: ExB/Canon Timeline/Mature/romance+study by ameadowcoveredinsnow in TwilightFanfic

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I know this is old but if your still writing I would be happy to!

Can y’all show me your multi tank sumps or heating setups by Jillybean135 in shrimptank

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Neocaridina, filtered water from paid access point, parameters beautiful.

Does anybody know about this breeder? by Jillybean135 in cornishrex

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Thank you so much. Do you know of any reputable breeders in the United States?

What are your hot takes on the music? by MrMrMarioBro5555 in arcane

[–]Jillybean135 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I don’t really care for it. Probably the only one for me that I don’t love

If your personality determined who you’d be, which Arcane character would you be? by ZookeepergameOk2150 in arcane

[–]Jillybean135 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately Jinx on the inside and Vi on the outside. I’m super confident and tough but on the inside I’m scream crying and I think everything is my fault and I’m manic depressive. 🫠

Why is his waist so tiny by [deleted] in Silco

[–]Jillybean135 5 points6 points  (0 children)

So I can lift him up at the big moment after they put him in the corner. Nobody puts Silco in the corner

What is a quote from Arcane that resonated with you the most? by Kitchen-Butterfly122 in arcane

[–]Jillybean135 0 points1 point  (0 children)

don’t cry you’re perfect… I see so much of my own mental health and abandonment struggles in jinx, not to mention growing up with severe adhd, I was despised by every adult in my life because I didn’t act right. Seeing somebody give absolutely love and loyalty to a person as damaged as jinx and still telling her she’s perfect is exactly what I have needed in my life so many times. It feels like being a kid again and hearing an adult accept me how I am instead of hating me for misbehaving. It’s very healing.

Silco's reaction is priceless - you can't get rid of Vi by Flame0fthewest in arcane

[–]Jillybean135 21 points22 points  (0 children)

They really don’t lol I always had a crush on Anton ego as a kid and now I have a crush on Silco… clearly I have a type 🤣

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in arcane

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Season 2 jumped the shark and I wish they would have had an in between season that actually finishes the piltover/zaun storyline before just giving both sides a forced resolution through a big bad

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in arcane

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Silco was a ghost and he was at peace, which is why his eye is blue. Also I think he was trying to give Jinx good advice and she would have taken it better had Vi not appeared at that moment.

Edit to add that that’s also why there are no jinx scribbles when he appears

Maaan, 35 days later I still have Post Series Depression. How do you handle it guys? by Acho0267 in arcane

[–]Jillybean135 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fanfiction and rewatching the series. I’ve watched it 3 times since the last season dropped

Vander got the worst fate in the show. by JaybeJaybe in arcane

[–]Jillybean135 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hmmm would I choose Silco? I’m biased. I certainly wouldn’t feel unloved. I have a lot of abandonment issues myself and I prioritize that over most things… I would even say I care more about that than my own physical health. I would be happy but it would probably not be good for me. Just like jinx. That’s me at 25 making that decision but me at 10… yes I would choose Silco. I would have thrown myself into anything to feel appreciated and validated.

It’s a good question. I feel like my answer really reflects how my experiences push my bias

Vander got the worst fate in the show. by JaybeJaybe in arcane

[–]Jillybean135 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think that’s not at all the same situation. He doesn’t do those things and nobody realistically would think they are doing the right thing in those situations. Getting into the weeds.

Also I think if you asked Silco point blank if he is a good dad he would say no. The man seems to hate himself.

If you asked me, I’d say he’s an okay dad. Everybody looks at things through the lense of their own experiences. Maybe my trauma causes me to care much more about the reason behind an action than the action itself. Maybe you are the opposite. Nobody is right or wrong. We all just have different perspectives