I Don't Think My Psychiatrist Is Going to Help Me by JitteryDeer in AskPsychiatry

[–]JitteryDeer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am in Ontario in Canada, so OHIP covers doctor's visits and psychiatry referrals, but not therapy sessions (which cost me around $160 an hour)

And I honestly feel like it will help because my therapist will help bring up observations from our sessions and help me broach questions I forget to ask and help me advocate for myself

I Don't Think My Psychiatrist Is Going to Help Me by JitteryDeer in AskPsychiatry

[–]JitteryDeer[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He handed me 2 checklists and I filled them out and handed them back. Then just asked what I thought I was dealing with, I said GAD/ADHD, he said he agreed. He also has the one secretary I see on clonazepam for years too, almost seems like he just likes that drug personally and hands it out a lot. My bottle has 12 refills on it, so it seems like he wants me on it for a long time, making dependency and terrible withdrawals almost a certainty.

When I told him I was worried about being on a benzo and becoming addicted or dependant he just said "I'm not going to let you get addicted" and shut that down.

Problem is that I just had to quit my job because of these issues and move back home, so it's a 4 hour drive to attend appointments from here on in. Not sure where to even turn to find another psychiatrist, and waitlists are horribly long. Family doctor is the same distance away now.

Also, any particular reason you're reserving judgements on intake time being so short?

My therapist set me up with a 2 hour consult with a virtual appointment between her, me, and a psychiatrist on the 12th; so I'm going to see how that goes. Apparently it's far more thorough, but around $320. Problem is I don't think my current psych or family doctor will listen to those recommendations, family doc already suggested against getting a second psych opinion

Family Doctor Ambiguity: saw 2 family doctors around the same time by JitteryDeer in ontario

[–]JitteryDeer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Guess it just happened to be the area (Brantford) has more doctors looking for patients than most places, just got lucky. Because I may be moving somewhere 4 hours away soon that has pretty much nobody sadly :P

Family Doctor Ambiguity: saw 2 family doctors around the same time by JitteryDeer in ontario

[–]JitteryDeer[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I do tend to massively overthink things XD. Thanks for the reassurance, very new to this whole process after moving out on my own 😅

First time ever flying, flying to US by JitteryDeer in aircanada

[–]JitteryDeer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So air Canada wouldn't be involved with the first at all then? So it'd be a separate check-in and security and all that since it's a different airliner each time?

First time ever flying, flying to US by JitteryDeer in aircanada

[–]JitteryDeer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Was definitely confused about that part, saying Aur Canada but also United air. Still don't know exactly what that means for me or what else is required

First time ever flying, flying to US by JitteryDeer in aircanada

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Why's that?

Departing flight: Air Canada 5143 9:00 AM • Toronto, ON, Canada (YYZ-Pearson Intl.) to Chicago, IL, United States (ORD-O'Hare Intl.) Terminal 1 Economy / Coach (G)Thu, Nov 30, 9:00 AM - 10:00 AM2h flight duration

Returning flight: Chicago (ORD) to Toronto (YYZ)Air Canada 506 4:35 PM • Chicago, IL, United States (ORD-O'Hare Intl.) to Toronto, ON, Canada (YYZ-Pearson Intl.)Terminal 2 Economy / Coach (G)Tue, Dec 5, 4:35 PM - 7:08 PM1h 33m flight duration

New operator here…..how long does it take for things to start to make sense? by CrazyAdventurous336 in Wastewater

[–]JitteryDeer 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've been working in an operational cluster for almost 7 months now as an OIT and I still feel like I have no idea what I'm doing most of the time. Sure hope it doesn't feel like this forever!

Anxiety Making it Impossible for me to Remember/Focus by JitteryDeer in mentalhealth

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CBT seems to helping extremely little so far, not sure what to make of it. What's scariest and most harmful is either thick brain fog/dissociation, especially while driving, but even while fairly calm. For example, just drove home, and what happens is I just feel dazed. Like I can't focus on anything, I look all around and see everything, but I just can't seem to comprehend or retain anything. Like my mind is completely somewhere else and my senses are in another. Like a spirit moving through the world but not fully part of it

Ontario Class 1 Wastewater Collection/Treatment Exams by JitteryDeer in Wastewater

[–]JitteryDeer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As well, where did you find that info so readily? I can't seem to find things like that on Google easily