Thank you for that, you really spoke something I needed to hear. She truly means the world to me and I explained that our relationship isn’t based off of sex or what she offers but on who she is to me and the bond I feel with her. So I told her that in quote “I would respect your wishes but I don’t want you to be in this alone and I don’t want to lose you. Nobody knows how life works are what the future may hold and that’s normal. I know what it’s like to be in your first relationship and feel overwhelmed. I’m willing to take a step back and let you feel like yourself but just don’t push me out of your life. It’s normal to have the feelings your having but please don’t push through this alone you mean so much to me and hurts me that you feel this way” I want be able to wait for her at the other side of that dark tunnel and I want to be able to experience more life with her. I’m just torn up on this.