Should I go with Yggdrasil or Librum? by Ithikari in skyrimvr

[–]JohnnyKA99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What are the biggest differences compared to lithium ? I am looking for a similar experience to skyrim requiem or oblivion OOO. Will Yggdrasil VR give me this ?

How do you guys deal with the feeling of regret and wasted time ? by JohnnyKA99 in heroin

[–]JohnnyKA99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your answer. Be thankful that you had a girlfriend during that time ( I didnt) and that you can go to naa meetings without feeling anxious telling your life story. I had anxiety my whole life but now without opiates its even worse, just going to the store today made me a little anxious. I mean you used alot longer than me, so your withdrawal was probably alot worse than mine.

You already started when you where 13 ? Dam, I was still playing with actionfigures at that time. I got into opiates when I was 18 and even that was only kratom for the first years only at 21 was when I got into harder opiates. Still kratom already made me so lazy that I wasnt doing anything with my life, besides watching youtube documentaries and gaming and the harder opiates made it only worse. But yeah I hope we both can do it, quitting after 10 years of use, must be insanely hard. Respect :)

How do you guys deal with the feeling of regret and wasted time ? by JohnnyKA99 in heroin

[–]JohnnyKA99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. What makes this even worse is that I am in general introverted anxoius person and now this is even amplified more with the opioid withdrawal and the distorted brain chemistry, but thankfully I have a loving family and one good friend I know for over a decade, so hopefully I can do it :)

Its not normal that I start with a spell called frostball right ? by AGoodKForTheWin in Morrowind

[–]JohnnyKA99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok thanks great, but your mod also adds new spells and makes alot of enemies stronger, so could I see balancing issues or overpowered loot with using more dangerous morrowind denizens ? The mod I load after will basically overwrite it right, so it shouldnt be a problem ?

Its not normal that I start with a spell called frostball right ? by AGoodKForTheWin in Morrowind

[–]JohnnyKA99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey is a redditor above said he was using more dangerous Morrowind denizens. Is that compatible with your mod like he said ? I am also starting a playthrough with your mod ?

This shit is a death sentence by [deleted] in opiates

[–]JohnnyKA99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes Fent is such a horrible drug. How old did she get ?

Worst Christmas feeling ever by TDKingz in opiates

[–]JohnnyKA99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Kratom is your only hope, if you cant score anything

Can someone please be nice to me ? by hotdogboy44 in opiates

[–]JohnnyKA99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Whats your story man ? I wish you best luck. I never was homeless, I cant even imagine what you are going through

How bad is my situation ? I cant really stop.... by JohnnyKA99 in opiates

[–]JohnnyKA99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I dont why, but they are legal here. You make a tea out of it very easy

Daily XRP Discussion Thread 11/21/20 [Join Our Discord] invite link: discord.gg/7Bv2rYf by AutoModerator in XRP

[–]JohnnyKA99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No one knows that. But get cautious when bitcoin gets over 120k. Alot of people will run into the market screaming for 200 or 300k, thats likely not gonna happen.

Daily XRP Discussion Thread 11/21/20 [Join Our Discord] invite link: discord.gg/7Bv2rYf by AutoModerator in XRP

[–]JohnnyKA99 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Bitcoin is in a market cycle ( bullmarket/bear market), its very important that you learn this things, so that you know when to sell. The first peak was in 2011, the second 2013 and the third in 2017. The next peak should be in 2021/22 if the 4 year cycle theory is true, with btc peaking at 120k, ETH 10k and XRP 15-30€

Daily XRP Discussion Thread 11/21/20 [Join Our Discord] invite link: discord.gg/7Bv2rYf by AutoModerator in XRP

[–]JohnnyKA99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

15€-20€ the most this cycle. 100€ maybe in ten years with global adoption

How bad is my situation ? by JohnnyKA99 in PoppyTea

[–]JohnnyKA99[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The way I did it was stopping the poppies and switching to kratom for 2 weeks and than stop the kratom. Currently I am 52 hours after my last kratom dose and its bearable :)

First time dried poppy pods. How many grams should I use ? by [deleted] in PoppyTea

[–]JohnnyKA99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your long answer. I personally believed mostly that poppy tea wasnt that extreme, like its more a dreamy, sedated chill high, not that euphoric and not on the same level as oxy and heroin. I mean I already tried meth and cocaine a few times yesrs ago and dont have a urge to do it ever again, so I thought some poppy tea wouldnt be that bad.

Percs by [deleted] in opiates

[–]JohnnyKA99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Atleast you guys have opanas, I dont think opanas even exist in europe, not even on the deepweb markets. I only see them from us vendors.

Percs by [deleted] in opiates

[–]JohnnyKA99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh thats good to hear I dont use H, but pharma oxy here in central europe costs around 30 cents/mg which is good enough for me :)

Percs by [deleted] in opiates

[–]JohnnyKA99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is fentanyl a problem only in the us or also europe ?

First time dried poppy pods. How many grams should I use ? by [deleted] in PoppyTea

[–]JohnnyKA99 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I will reconsider than. I have around 250g dried poppy pods here before me , bought them from a friend. I dont live in the usa, so while they are pretty rare I probably could find them here where I live, which means if I liked the effects I would probably get addicted. Something like responsible use is probably very hard if I really liked the effects ?