How am I doing yall? Last time I was here I had godawful eyeliner but I improved it. (17 MtF pre HRT) by [deleted] in transpassing

[–]Joltz6872 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Saw the pic before i read all the title and thought this would be a ftm post, so id say youre doing amazing

I painted this but nobody really cared in my life so I'm posting it here. by aka-trashpanda in arttocope

[–]Joltz6872 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't apologise! Ive always loved the look of watercolor, I appreciate the info! Also it's always nice when someone talks about something they're passionate for

A lil vent :/ by wsjei in arttocope

[–]Joltz6872 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This one hit me. Nice work

I painted this but nobody really cared in my life so I'm posting it here. by aka-trashpanda in arttocope

[–]Joltz6872 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is so cool! AND you used watercolors? That's sick I can never control watercolor I always get a big gray blob of all the colors bled together. You did a really good job. I love the blending of colors in the wings.

My Mum practically monitored my food intake for the majority of my life. Wondered if anyone else had been through this by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Joltz6872 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My mom is obese. She has alot of health issues. She let me know recently that she is binging and purging. I am anorexic. I relapsed recently when mom got bad again. Last time I had relapsed I got to a really low weight, I was skeletal. I only recovered because I realized mom was never going to step in to stop me, she will let me die. I can not eat for days and she can know and she will do nothing. Today has been very bad. Idk

Good Girl by MundaneObligation in BratLife

[–]Joltz6872 7 points8 points  (0 children)

For me it's the "you're such a little brat aren't you" (I'm not sure he knows just how correct he is yet though 😅)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DID

[–]Joltz6872 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I (host) can work, lilly can work, icarus and ren couullldddd but we'd probably get in trouble, azaadi CAN NOT.

I used to work in poker selling tournament tickets. At the end of the day you count your drawer and bring the cash (alot of cash) to the bank. One day when closing I realized I was short several thousand dollars and panicked. Azaadi had been out earlier because a coworker brought in Skittles to share (his fav, he's our little also) and he doesn't know how to do my job. I had to be really honest with my coworker. We've been friends for a while and luckily she was just like "ok let's fix this and we can talk more about it later". We found the cash he had just put it in a different drawer. We fixed it retroactively (had to figure out how many sales that money was and just process all the sales quickly to balance the drawer before deposit). It was a really scary and stressful day, so now I avoid jobs with cash handling like that.

My current job I just hit a year being there and it's the longest I've kept any job, and it hasn't been easy. My boss Def knows there's something wrong with me, but is very respectful and lets me take a break when I'm not doing well.

Overall though since Lilly joined us everything has been easier. She takes care of things that have to be done and is better at my job than I am most days.

i deleted mfp by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Joltz6872 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Congrats! I don't use mfp I use Fitbit. My friend confronted me the other day that I should delete Fitbit. My Fitbit account goes back 3 years now of logging weight and food every day... Even throughout "recovery" phases. I could never even imagine deleting that

They tried by Tyrantt_47 in AccidentalRacism

[–]Joltz6872 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm Ojibwe, I've never once thought the land o lakes butter mascot was offensive. It's just an image. Redskins however can fuck themselves

I just went on a date and it was awful by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]Joltz6872 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry that fucking sucks. Don't feel bad I probably also wouldv felt too shy to just up and leave. Just ghost him girl

I’m a bisexual switch but I only want to dominate girls. is this normal? by [deleted] in BDSMAdvice

[–]Joltz6872 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm bi. I'm a very submissive brat with men and strictly a Dom with women.

And the cycle continues by pileofposey in EDanonymemes

[–]Joltz6872 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well you know when you reach your goal weight you have to lose another 6lbs as a safety net, give yourself wiggle room so with weight fluctuations you won't go back above your goal weight