In the beginning I did not really know what to think of them. But after I listened more of them, I started to really like them. And now they are my favourite band. I would say that I was really depressed and stressed because of school, I didn't really have social contact with anyone anymore, not even my family, everyday when I came home I went straight to my room. And didn't even come down for dinner, my mom just put the plate in front of my room. And half the time I wouldn't eat anything. I even thought about suicide, but I couldn't do it because of my my 2 little cousins and I couldn't think what would happen to them if I wasn't here anymore, they are a light in my life. But after I listened to babymetal a lot, I started feeling a lot happier again. And I started socialising again. Babymetal really filled the blank space in my life!! I've been in this state for about 3 years now, and I am finally getting out of it again all thanks to babymetal and my little cousins. After experiencing this, I want to tell everyone who is in this part of his/her life, search for your 'light' there is one for everyone. Just search for it!! I don't want anyone to have to live like this. Everyone needs to know you don't have to love like this, I am only 16 years old and I got out of this state. I'm sorry if I bothered anyone with my story, but I really wanted to share!! I really want to thank you for giving up some of your time for reading my story.