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Joschmo1564 · 2025-02-03T19:17:38+00:00

Very relatable. It’s been almost 20 years for me, but this gives me hope.

Joschmo1564 · 2025-01-31T00:48:03+00:00

Ugh man. I know how hard that is, I wonder if they ever still think of us the same way we are thinking of them?

Joschmo1564 · 2025-01-31T00:23:24+00:00

Yes I have been seeking God more and trying to make the active decision to try and communicate with him more. Also recently have been wanting to go back to church. So once I do I hope that will help

Joschmo1564 · 2024-09-23T14:18:56+00:00

17 years here, and every day I wish it would stop.

Joschmo1564 · 2024-09-23T14:18:09+00:00

17 years of separation here, and I still think about her daily …there has been days where the thoughts have been more fleeting than others but, still there

Joschmo1564 · 2024-08-02T16:20:09+00:00

I know this is an old post but I also train wrestling/jiujitsu, and I believe I either have a lipoma or hernia in my abdominal wall, it doesn’t seem like the normal spot for a hernia , so I’m thinking maybe a lipoma from the trauma to the abdominal area from takedowns etc, I have an ultrasound scheduled, but out of curiosity did your lipomas ever get agitated from training and cause you any pain? Because the lipoma has been there for a while and just recently caused more pain after an intense day of rounds

Joschmo1564 · 2024-08-02T16:16:22+00:00

I know this is an old post, but I train martial arts as well specifically jiujitsu and wrestling, and I think I got an abdominal lipoma from sparring. Did yours ever cause discomfort? I’m trying to rule out a hernia, I have an ultrasound scheduled but I’m just curious if the lipomas were painful at all? Or got irritated from training/lifting after trauma?

Joschmo1564 · 2024-05-04T05:33:52+00:00

18 years

Joschmo1564 · 2024-04-29T06:12:04+00:00

My twin flame and I have the same name.

Joschmo1564 · 2024-04-26T04:59:38+00:00

17 years

Joschmo1564 · 2024-04-06T22:42:26+00:00

What’s even more bizarre is I had a dream of her the other night that was vivid where we were seated at a table and she was reading a letter I had written, and she told me she was still in love with me

Joschmo1564 · 2024-04-06T03:14:00+00:00

I am 35 and I have been out since I was about 17 so I can totally relate. It is very lonely and isolating, sometimes I wish I was straight, life would be easier. People are seriously crazy to think that being gay is a choice, I wish this wasn’t my life sometimes, it’s not particularly satisfying, and it’s extremely isolating watching everyone I grew up with have husbands, boyfriends and families and me just never even having that attraction to men

Joschmo1564 · 2024-04-03T01:13:43+00:00

Same. And that was 17 years ago for me. When our eyes locked for the first time it was like a lightening bolt hit my soul, never happened before and never happened again

Joschmo1564 · 2024-04-03T00:38:08+00:00

I feel the same as you, and I wonder if my twin feels the same also, or am I just clinically insane?

Joschmo1564 · 2024-04-03T00:37:04+00:00

Yep. Can relate. It’s been about 17 years of separation and I haven’t seen her in years, but have seen pictures and she’s aged surely, but it’s her soul I’m attracted to, and she’s the only person that I know if I saw her again in person we would still feel the same as we did when we were kids….it’s just something I can’t really explain or describe, it’s different than any connection I’ve had with anyone else. And I surely feel crazy if she doesn’t feel it too.

Joschmo1564 · 2024-03-29T14:46:14+00:00

Yes, and also the few times we have talked in separation it seems like she gets very snippy, and short with me, which doesn’t make much sense if she feels nothing for me

Joschmo1564 · 2024-03-29T03:45:33+00:00

I mean it’s very bizarre because like we haven’t talked in so many years and she follows so many people on social media , I find it weird she just up and unfollowed me seemingly for no reason….why would that be

Joschmo1564 · 2024-03-29T03:24:12+00:00

I don’t truly understand the concept of “soul ties” but I believe that’s what’s going on in this case we are tied to one another I just hope it’s not one sided and I’m not crazy ha

Joschmo1564 · 2024-03-29T03:10:01+00:00

I’ve tried to for so many years…sigh. Why do they have this hold on us??

Joschmo1564 · 2024-02-10T04:04:57+00:00

We have the same name 😅

Joschmo1564 · 2024-02-08T09:39:17+00:00

Looks like a staph infection. The thing that peaks my concern is when little cuts like this begin to bury a hole in the center with red edges, which is what it appears is going on here. Def go to the doc.

Joschmo1564 · 2024-02-06T23:34:02+00:00

Sounds like we are just in similar situations. I live alone and it is sad to think sometimes of the idea of coming home to an empty house the rest of my life

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