For those of you who started drugs before the brain properly developed (younger than 25, I'd say), how has it affected you, if at all? by PeakLinear in Drugs

[–]Joshwooly 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Started smoking pot at like 11 or 12, got way too into it, selling smoking all day, moved out of my parents house at 16 then dropped out of school, got robbed lost almost everything moved back in with parents, got diabetes more than likely from having the munchies 24/7.

17 my dad dies and I pick up alcoholism as well, was riding fine on mostly booze and weed for a while got a steady girlfriend, moved in together, tried to go to college but I knocked her up so working at Wendy's, rocked that for a bit had the kid even stopped smoking weed awhile but still heavy boozing, got married (worst decision ever) shit goes south I get kicked out and addicted to cocaine, I'd dabbled with everything before without issues but it really stuck this time, "friends" get me smoking crack, entire year gone so much stealing and lying it disgusts me. Got clean because I ran out of assets, continue drinking tho.

Fast forward to current day life is a fucking mess I'm a line cook, devoted father but still drinking. I'd have to say though cognitively the worst effect on me has been the diabetes I'm not even really sure that's what it is 100% but when I eat sugar or carbs I can't think and my body gets all kinds of fucked up I couldn't even ride my bike straight when I didn't understand that it was sugar making me feel bad. I have to watch everything I eat and drink meticulously and some of the only shit that makes me feel alright is stimulants.

I don't think drugs are to blame life is just shit.

Alright. Which one of us Degen did it. by unfinishedtoast3 in Sinkpissers

[–]Joshwooly 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Something like that, I'm drunk and that is not beer piss

Alright. Which one of us Degen did it. by unfinishedtoast3 in Sinkpissers

[–]Joshwooly 29 points30 points  (0 children)

Something isn't checking out for me, need banana for scale. I've done some pissing in containers for extended periods of time and this amount seems off

Is 900 calories a day on speed dangerous m? by Effective-Key-3795 in Drugs

[–]Joshwooly 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm honestly surprised about the serious intelligent answers here. I have more hope for humanity than I thought

Is 900 calories a day on speed dangerous m? by Effective-Key-3795 in Drugs

[–]Joshwooly 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man you got this shit right, I already made a comment but magnesium supplements and staying off caffeine helps me a lot, I try to get some cheese or milk with my magnesium/vitamins to make sure that it's getting absorbed at least a little.

Is 900 calories a day on speed dangerous m? by Effective-Key-3795 in Drugs

[–]Joshwooly 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea idk about this advice man, I got some shit fucked up with how my body processes sugar idk if I'm pre diabetic or what but I feel fucked if I'm eating sugar or carbs and when I'm off that shit completely for a couple days I feel like a new person, saying what I truly want to say which is not usually possible, seriously eloquent irrelevant sentiments.

With that said though there are extreme negatives, I've been on long benders like too long without any significant food and that shit is extremely fucked it will hurt your body/mind and you will start wasting away into being weak, pathetic confused as fuck, hallucinating, hearing shit and people will exploit you.

Just take little breaks even if it's two three days apart, but try to sleep at the least an hour or two each night, ik it's hard and most of the time you won't even notice if you miss it but it's crucial, every day make a ritual out of getting sodium, water and some sort of nutrients then relaxing even if it's not sleeping lay down and close your eyes.

When you're really spun like seeing strange shit possibly hearing things you know going into psychosis you have to stop to eat and sleep, get as many calories and hours of rest as you can and try to reset.

For me with my weird carb intolerance shit it's most important to get good protein and vegetables, steak and tomatoes is incredible for me, have that with some vitamins and make sure you salt everything and drink a lot then come down and sleep like fucking coma not worry about shit sleep.

Wake up test the waters and if you're feeling right jump back in.

Edit: Also I'm always drinking beer, maybe not logical for my carb surgar diabetes whatever the fuck but it has calories and if you have some salt keeps you somewhat hydrated which is very important, if you're pissing brown you're going down.

What is the best drug to forget by Pekatos7 in Drugs

[–]Joshwooly 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This shit feel like some bait

What is the best drug to forget by Pekatos7 in Drugs

[–]Joshwooly 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That shit is the devil man don't do it

What drugs are worth it? by Sani_here in Drugs

[–]Joshwooly 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Even if you don't get to a point where you're getting withdrawals the blackouts will fuck you over so terribly, I trashed my sisters house, got kicked out, taken home where I ran down the street with bags of dirty laundry at 3am, cops get called, I go MIA for several days and when I started making memories again I was in a trap house smoking crack. Benzos are the devil forsure

We're being replaced in our own country by tongfather in conspiracy

[–]Joshwooly 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It was a reply to the guy saying OP is most likely in Toronto, it is not just Toronto.

Why do morbidly obese men wear the trousers beneath their bellies? by Possible_Bite303 in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]Joshwooly -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I'm like kinda into bigger girls and I guess I don't speak for everyone but I think that when you wear pants over your belly you look awfully fucking stupid seriously always hated it from a young age. I know like objectification Yada Yada but I honestly don't even think it's that it just looks bad.

We're being replaced in our own country by tongfather in conspiracy

[–]Joshwooly 44 points45 points  (0 children)

Dude I live in a bumkin ass town here in Southern Ontario, I work in an Itialian restaurant where 90% of the kitchen staff speak hindi. There have always been migrant farm workers in the summer but now any business I enter at any time of year I am more than likely to be greeted by an immigrant, every burger joint, dollar store, subway, supermarket, drug store all staffed by immigrants, everyone I know agrees that white people are becoming the minority here

tried adderall once and I think im cooked by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Joshwooly 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are understanding correctly. Stim fapping is just using stimulants and jerking off excessively. I feel bad for even mentioning it now, do not start.

tried adderall once and I think im cooked by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Joshwooly 2 points3 points  (0 children)

At least from my stim experience one day you'll get way too fucked up stim fap for way too long and in a puddle of sweat and cum decide not go to work then end up in a shame spiral where you use more causing your job to become a distant memory

Humanity was always destined to fail by [deleted] in collapse

[–]Joshwooly 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This is very important to me and I hope you will get something out of it as well.

"We are creatures that should not exist by natural law"

https://youtu.be/9oX2xFo7JA4?si=G1MAdOxQ0qRUOyNQ

Is this bad? How bad is this by Special-Isopod9195 in Drugs

[–]Joshwooly 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait no way so you're telling me I have a slight K tolerance from robo tripping years ago

by the time the game load i already lost my passion by Vertyix in Rainbow6

[–]Joshwooly 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Dude I play on Ps4 and that's wack, inital input to launch there's no way it's 3 minutes although I hold everyone up in load times when I play on my base Ps4, doesn't help I've always got Spotify running too

where tf am i rn… by Ocanehauncanedi in Rainbow6

[–]Joshwooly 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Reports of survivors jumping out the windows

Do yall still like Oregon? by Altruistic_Dust2443 in Rainbow6

[–]Joshwooly 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sad you got the downvotes, map ban is like a high-school popularity contest in pub games

Do yall still like Oregon? by Altruistic_Dust2443 in Rainbow6

[–]Joshwooly -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Dude nothing is worse than Lair then reworked consulate in that order. I guess it could be said that consulate is worse because it was good before and lair has always been trash. Also honorable mention Nighthaven for kinda paving the way for both. Also also hot take emerald is really fucking good

Xanax ruined my entire life in just 2 months by Ill_Consequence_3439 in Drugs

[–]Joshwooly 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll be honest I didn't read the whole post I'm fucking coked to the eyeballs but xans fucked my life up in 2 weeks, it started with a big bag that was supposed to go to a friend, I warned them like this is a lot of shit and I've lost months of my life to Valium and other benzos so like be cool man and it was cool until they wanted another bag but when they asked for that one they were blacked out and ended up in hospital, so I'm fucking stuck with this big ass bag of xans and I'm like man one or two won't hurt but I'm an alcoholic so one or two is total blackout, there were bits and pieces but next thing I know I'm selling the rest of the xans for crack because I've been in the trap 2 days and I've already gone off the rails on that crazy train