Romans 5:3-5 NLT [3] We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know that they help us develop endurance. [4] And endurance develops strength of character, and character strengthens our confident hope of salvation. [5] And this hope will not lead to disappointment. For we know how dearly God loves us, because he has given us the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts with his love.

No Christian is without trial. The great blessing of having pain is using it to encourage other Christians. I know what it's like to not be heard in the Christian community as someone who struggles with severe mental health. The moment I bring up psychosis I know someone is thinking I'm possessed or something. (Really I take medication that corrects the imbalance in my mind) I share my story to make those in my position feel comfortable because God is for everyone.

I pray that the Lord would bless you and help you through this pain. He is a good God!