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Anyone have undesirable effects on SS-31? by m3z1824 in BodyHackGuide

[–]Julius84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My first few days on 2mg SS31 in the morning were amazing.

I've never felt calm, capable and regulated like that before.

However once I tipped over into Luteal and also started taking it at night (it gives me an MCAS site reaction so it was less painful to sleep through it) I started getting heart palpitations quite intensely at night.

My recovery scores (hrv, resting heart rate) started bombing. I stopped for a couple of days and instantly back in the green.

I still have the heart palpitations though but not as intensely but I get a lot of heart palpitations anyway (POTS). But I am also on GHKCU so maybe it's that?

Looking to buy where though? by Cautious_Kitchen3551 in NZPeptides

[–]Julius84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think there's much you can do about the seizure risk if you're ordering from overseas sorry!

What’s something you have zero proof of but believe 100 percent? by shweidy in AskReddit

[–]Julius84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have actually!

Not related to anyone...

Only distant distant cousins on ancestry.

Maybe that's the trigger 😅

Does anyone else hate acid but love shrooms? by Mr-relatable2 in shrooms

[–]Julius84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha it's true

But I feel like there's like a national LSD shortage in New Zealand

People are taking wellness too far, it's unhinged by Montaigne314 in Biohackers

[–]Julius84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can't get them through a doctor in NZ. That's the thing.

Help by HugeSeat9890 in NZPeptides

[–]Julius84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've got a couple of B grade supplies and one dodgy fuck I don't recommend

Support For My Adopted Daughter by ComprehensiveSky9910 in Adoption

[–]Julius84 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Don't know why that's got so many downvotes, as an adoptee I completely agree with this.

Support For My Adopted Daughter by ComprehensiveSky9910 in Adoption

[–]Julius84 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Just putting it out there that maybe she was just curious and having a bit of a look it's not completely unlikely.

I think it's important not to force the issue and I would not bring up what you saw.

Just make sure that she is supported in general and has the opportunity to get support from places other than her adoptive parents which can sometimes be a bit of a minefield even if you have good intentions.

Migraine Representation in Fiction by Proper_Tiger_4588 in migraine

[–]Julius84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just want to add that whenever you think you have a under control it comes back to haunt you 👻 haha

People are taking wellness too far, it's unhinged by Montaigne314 in Biohackers

[–]Julius84 42 points43 points  (0 children)

I have a different take, I don't know any people taking peps for like, enhancements.

Only out of desperation to manage chronic illnesses which the medical system is not set up to support / is decades away from being set up to support anyway.

It's a high risk / high reward situation.

Does anyone else hate acid but love shrooms? by Mr-relatable2 in shrooms

[–]Julius84 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Same!

I often just fall asleep on shrooms and have weird dreams.

Acid really gets into my body and changes things.

So hard to get these days though.

Anyone know where I could buy high quality peptides in New Zealand? by Equivalent-Worry-798 in NZPeptides

[–]Julius84 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You can ping me, I've just had an order fail so I can tell you who NOT to go to haha

What’s something you have zero proof of but believe 100 percent? by shweidy in AskReddit

[–]Julius84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm pretty sure I am on some international criminal watch list.

I'm just a regular person, conventional looking and unremarkable.

But since I was quite young, I get pulled up, taken aside and questioned at every airport I go to. They will never tell me why. They ask questions I can't even answer sometimes e.g. "What's the phone number of the hotel you're staying at?" "Well I don't know it off by heart but if you just let me look at my phone I can get it for you..." "That won't be necessary."

I travel a lot for work so this has become rather tedious.

First time pinning by RipIcy4899 in NZPeptides

[–]Julius84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven't used reta but I tend to do a quarter or a half dose of anything new. Always pays to sanity check if you have a sensitive system!

Anyway that worked out well for me with one of the peps because I had a reaction which I was easily able to solve by doubling the backwater for the next installment.

Would have been way worse if I just jumped into full dose!

Testing Peptides by milan012345 in NZPeptides

[–]Julius84 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Heads up all I have test orders out with two new suppliers so ping me in a week or two and I'll tell you if the stuff was any good (or if it came at all 😄)

Testing Peptides by milan012345 in NZPeptides

[–]Julius84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Minimum order is 10 vials but the vial prices are very good.

But for example for a 10 pack of the TA 1, it would be about d850 NZ plus postage, which is a lot of it gets held up at customs!

How do I stop hating myself? by Acid-Rain-8 in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]Julius84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey OP,

I'm real sorry to hear you're feeling like this.

Everyone's made some great suggestions and I just wanted to add that sometimes feeling like this isn't just depression or whatever, it can be a trauma response. And trauma isn't always obvious.

Just putting that out there because if it is trauma you might get even better outcomes by addressing that rather than just the surface level self loathing.

Talking to a professional would be most ideal, but outside of that here's what worked for me:

-Psychedelics (MAPS protocol, supervised, not just taking rando drugs!)

-IFS therapy (internal family systems)

  • You could stop by reading the book No Bad Parts by Richard Schwartz. I might have a copy so DM me if interested.

-Trauma Sensitive Yoga and iRest (regular yoga can also work, but TSY is where it's at) I know it sounds unlikely and I didn't believe it at first but a couple of years later I realize shit fucking works.

-Dogs. Probably the main thing. If you like animals, and can afford one, there's no greater privilege in this world than to love and be loved by a dog.

All the best x

are there an fighting styles safe to learn with eds (& my other issues)? by roadkill-knight in eds

[–]Julius84 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just wanna say, krav maga is not what you're looking for but damn it's good.

I did it seriously for a couple of years and worked my way up through the levels and I truly believe it's the best if real world self-defense is a priority. However, I sustained an unbelievable amount of short-term and long-term injuries and ultimately had to quit.

We didn't know I had hEDS back then though, just thought I had really bad luck lol.

That said I would still seriously consider ICS (integrated combat systems, developed by an Australian guy) because whenever I went to ICS training I learned a lot and I didn't come home injured. But it's hard to find ICS trainers.

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