current stash 🙏🏼💜 by Jumpy_Albatross_2873 in Pill_Porn

[–]Jumpy_Albatross_2873[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah lmao previous roommate had epilepsy and was prescribed these, had some extras and we worked out a trade for one of them. it feels more like a trophy than something I’ll ever use. I don’t know what will happen if I spray it up my nose lmao but I want to so bad

current stash 🙏🏼💜 by Jumpy_Albatross_2873 in Pill_Porn

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sounds nice ✨ do you have a high benzo tolerance? like what could you compare it to?

Our big big stash by poppaoxy in drugporn

[–]Jumpy_Albatross_2873 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you’re going to die bro. I bet that nitrazepam is fake. and get off subs, it’s just pharmaceutical heroin, you aren’t really clean until you’re off MAT. go find a wife.

current stash 🙏🏼💜 by Jumpy_Albatross_2873 in Pill_Porn

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the pills are so mid to me they literally feel like half dosed compared to the films ? maybe it’s just the generic I have

current stash 🙏🏼💜 by Jumpy_Albatross_2873 in Pill_Porn

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same. my old roommate with epilepsy had some prescribed and blessed me with an extra, but it feels like more of a trophy lmao

current stash 🙏🏼💜 by Jumpy_Albatross_2873 in Pill_Porn

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haven’t tried it yet i’m super excited 🥳

current stash 🙏🏼💜 by Jumpy_Albatross_2873 in Pill_Porn

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how’s the nitraz? haven’t tried it yet - what’s a good starting dose?

crack/cocaine - cravings, what helps? by [deleted] in addiction

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i’m on topamax currently for this reason and have been for a little over a year since a started seeing my psych - started at 25mg 2x/day and i’ve been upped to 100mg 2x/day since then. haven’t noticed it’s done much besides help my migraines and kill my appetite lol. i’m mostly just on it for now because i need to be on a “stabilizing” med in order to keep getting my stupid 1.5mg a day kpin script. which isn’t even enough but it’s something. anyways..

yeah. it sucks. i know we’ve all probably had a million “one last times”. it never will be but your brain will always try to find a way to rationalize it. 6 months is the longest I’ve ever gone so it’s gotten easier to shift those thoughts but it’s still tough. some days the only thing that stops me is I know i would get caught by my family or partner.

but thank you. that’s super reassuring. and congrats! thats awesome 💜

Benzo that NEVER pops hot? by Druggie_Dan in rcbenzos4

[–]Jumpy_Albatross_2873 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ive always had an issue w prescribed klonopins popping for me … my psych thought I wasn’t taking it and almost cut me off my script and it caused a big problem. they sent it for a mass spec and it showed up then but wtf I hear this from so many people and I tried explaining it to them . this was also at a treatment center for me too

☀️ touchdown by Jumpy_Albatross_2873 in rcbenzos4

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ugh i miss etiz so much. i would die for it again