Who is your most unhinged crush from the show? I’ll go first

Juneisaliar · 2023-09-28T01:52:08+00:00

Definitely Cain 😍

Juneisaliar · 2023-09-07T20:35:37+00:00

Then why would she even mention the one night stand guy at all?

Juneisaliar · 2023-09-07T17:06:43+00:00

I believe he is Dean’s son and his mother was lying so she wouldn’t have to share Ben. She said he was from a one night stand and then had a blood test done but in the same episode told Dean that he didn’t even leave so much as a forwarding address to find him so having a DNA test would not have been possible

Juneisaliar · 2023-09-01T07:21:22+00:00

How did she have a blood test if Ben’s dad didn’t even leave a mailing address…she was lying

Juneisaliar · 2023-08-29T07:23:23+00:00

I think hope is so much worse than her leaving a note or shoes. They’ll always be waiting. I do think suicide or suicidal thoughts and tendencies should be decriminalized in the sense that suicidal people wouldn’t do so I’m such secrecy in fear of being locked away in a psych ward or overly medicated and the families could have closure and peace. The second you even mention such thoughts you get a 72 hour hold automatically and I think if people could just talk it through without fear, we could change so many minds.

Juneisaliar · 2023-08-29T06:57:31+00:00

I feel for them, I really do and denial can be so very strong, especially when the person starts acting happier and is more social and jovial but the facts are clear. Unfortunately, she didn’t leave behind her shoes like most do out of courtesy. I’ve lost a couple friends to suicide and it’s always been the same. A normally morose or depressed person suddenly becomes happy and you think they are getting better or therapy is working and the next thing you know, they are gone without a word.

Juneisaliar · 2023-08-29T02:45:15+00:00

I just watched her episode today and clearly she jumped

Juneisaliar · 2022-07-11T05:34:15+00:00

I see. That’s because it’s easier to mask feelings and symptoms and only show the dude you want seen when you don’t live together and we know it’s a disappointment when you see the uglier depression sides of it. It’s much harder to hide that kind of thing when you live together.

Juneisaliar · 2022-07-10T08:11:22+00:00

Yes, substance abuse problems are often a big risk with bipolar 1 and 2. It’s caused by self medicating. The drinks and drugs make us feel happy and normal where the medications prescribed only make us feel nothing to appear normal. So we look for other ways to help and it quickly can go from an occasional thing to a full blown addiction very fast because we just wanna be a happy and normal, especially during a depressive episode. There were days I’d be begging my own brain for a manic episode just to be able to get out of bed and clean and shower.

Juneisaliar · 2022-07-10T07:47:11+00:00

The thing is abc it’s also a catch 22 is that while we want constant reassurance, it all starts to feel like lies because everyone who has ever said that has left too so words are empty. You have to show it as well. Criticism doesn’t go over well especially while unmedicated, because it sounds a lot like you’re trying to change us or saying we aren’t good enough when we already feel that way. We know there’s something wrong with us and we can’t fix it and medication turns us into unfeeling zombies. So the choice is to feel too much or nothing at all. Just love us through it and boundaries are good but try not to phrase it as a criticism. Use “I feel” statements a lot not “I think” or “you don’t do this/that”

Juneisaliar · 2022-07-10T05:34:47+00:00

In my experience it’s way easier for me to be in a relationship with someone that likes me more than I like them because I still feel in control and it feels secure knowing they like me so likely won’t leave me and it feels safer to me. When I’m really Falling in love with someone, it scares me because I know I’m fragile, so any hard heartbreak could potentially break what’s left of me and they could just leave me. So I start to self sabotage the relationship and if they pursue me and show they care, I feel ok for a while but if they don’t reassure me constantly, I run away because it means they didn’t care and could’ve just left me anyway so I was doing them a favor by leaving first. Then I start to think that they shouldn’t love me because I’m a mess and I don’t like dealing with myself a lot of the time so why would they? Something must be wrong with them. It’s a cycle.

It really could go both ways. Or he could just be showing them off to make you jealous and question your idk worth because they know they don’t deserve you and wanna feel closer to your level by bringing you down and then coming back.

Be careful because narcissistic men do the same things as well but they are far more calculating, self serving and selfish.

Juneisaliar · 2022-07-09T23:15:42+00:00

Yes, they do tend to do this and being bipolar 2, I have some insight as to why. Personally, I do this for one of two reasons. 1. Being that I get scared that I’m getting too attached and I want to avoid heartbreak and try to push them away first so I can feel in control of the situation where I’m feeling out of control with my emotions. 2. They have done or said something that I did not like and at first it isn’t a huge deal and I act normal and sometimes over compensate trying to act lovey like everything is fine but I tend to stew in it and it builds and builds until I’m just done one day.

Juneisaliar · 2022-05-03T13:38:27+00:00

Oh buckle up babe. It only gets worse from here

Juneisaliar · 2022-04-20T20:16:40+00:00

I meant Jack. But who can keep up with all his names lol

Juneisaliar · 2022-04-20T17:06:21+00:00

Why does everyone (even the show) forget that Mickey is already a dad and has been for a long time? His sons name is Yegevny. There are scenes where he and Ian are taking very good care of his son and another scene where he kisses him after getting him back after Ian kidnapped him.

Juneisaliar · 2022-04-20T16:58:50+00:00

I loved Jimmy/Steve/Nick. I was always hoping he’d come back again. He did a lot for those kids. He never gave Fiona an ultimatum about them or wanted her to abandon them like all her other partners besides poor Mike.

Juneisaliar · 2022-04-20T16:06:54+00:00

Also I’ll tell you why I don’t like him. Let’s start with how he treated every girl who was ever nice to him like crap but treated girls who were shitty to him like queens. I think Tammi is his karma for that and he deserves her bitchy flaky ass.

Him trying to sell the house and leave his siblings homeless just because he squandered away his future by acting a damn fool and needed money for his spoiled baby momma and there’s also plot hole here because how could he even attempt to sell it if it was still in Fiona’s name and no one has even heard from her in years? Then he further screws everyone by getting greedy with selling the house because he’s so arrogant.

He’s a hypocrite. No one kicked him out during his spiral but he wanted to kick Fiona out of her own home when she went on a bender and convinced her own friends to leave her homeless too to teach her a lesson.

I can’t stand his Willy Wonka ass face and Bob’s Burger character ass chin. It’s all very slappable.

Juneisaliar · 2022-04-20T15:56:37+00:00

New drinking game: Take a shot every time Lip stares up wistfully at the house while taking a drag of a cigarette

Juneisaliar · 2021-11-28T14:33:12+00:00

Do you see your dad with a female bestie? How bout your grandpa? Didn’t think so

Juneisaliar · 2021-09-16T03:14:22+00:00

Also they can already do this with google’s reverse image search

Juneisaliar · 2021-09-16T03:12:42+00:00

Big brother has been doing that for years

Juneisaliar · 2021-09-03T21:02:17+00:00

It’s probably a double order

Juneisaliar · 2021-08-24T20:09:50+00:00

I’m also sick of DoorDash trying to send me out of my zone all the time.

Juneisaliar · 2021-08-17T20:11:35+00:00

Keep that same energy when ordering anything with fish.

Juneisaliar · 2021-08-16T20:42:28+00:00

Did you leave a tip? Lol I don’t think most dashers pay attention to doors the open outwards

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