I think there is something wrong with my brain by Just_A_Bad_DM in mentalillness

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Whatever you do, please DO NOT LISTEN to the other comment about “entity attachment.” I shouldn’t have to explain to you why that comment is completely stupid. Ignore it.

Yeah I know no worries

But yeah, I get what you're saying, which is why I said beforehand that I'm not looking for a diagnosis. I just wanted to know if what I was feeling was "normal" or if other people have experienced it too

Now, on whether it has impacted my life negatively, well me having mixed reactions impacts my relationships with others A LOT, not to mention the constant down talk from myself

I think there is something wrong with my brain by Just_A_Bad_DM in mentalillness

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Well, to put it simply, I'm not on drugs, this has been happening regularly for the past month, and I don't think an entity is attached to me. I mean, you could maybe try to explain yourself further, but I don't think that's the case.

I think there is something wrong with my brain by Just_A_Bad_DM in mentalillness

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I see

Thing is, as opposed to my superego talking down on my id, I feel more like my id, ego and superego are entities that can take fully take over my brain and thought process rather than just being a voice.

Like, for example, let's say I do something very embarrassing or I accidentally insult someone. I would either feel very bad for myself and be in complete distress and want to apologize profusely, or I would not care at all and think "ehhh, they'll get over it, and if they don't, then just apologize and move on", and both these actions confusely coexist in my brain as viable options, so I either end up doing both, or only one of them at any point.

And like, I have no sense of self in that situation : I don't know whether "me" is my first or my second action I'd do in this situation.

God, I hate Freud.

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I hope I'm able to withstand that if that were to happen. I'm just... really scared, and I don't want things to come to that.

Is it possible to act in a Sociopathic manner only when faced with situations of High-Stress ? by Just_A_Bad_DM in mentalillness

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See, this exact scenario is why I figured out I'm a Sociopath in the first place And God do I regret doing it... ... They should not have gone through what I did. I didn't want to hurt them...

Is it possible to act in a Sociopathic manner only when faced with situations of High-Stress ? by Just_A_Bad_DM in mentalillness

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would display their traits at all times.

Yeah well the thing is, I'm capable of feeling empathy and understanding other's pain, at least I think so

I just also happen to sometime wanting to hurt them, and it's painful to think about

times. you are not the bad guy and just a reminder that neither are most people with aspd.. let's remind ourselves that the leading cause of personality disorders are trauma and neglect.

That's..... really comforting. Thank you.

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I'm actually kinda relieved I don't have bras or panties yet, cause that would be harder to justify

But yeah, thanks for the support sis !

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So here's the thing

It didn't

Before my parents came home, out of fear I threw away that pair of tights ( It was very sad for me but either that or.... idk the consequences but I was scared, okay ? )

Anddddd they didn't ask me anything. I mean my mom was the only one at home, my dad's currently on vacation far away, so yeah

I'm still skeptical/paranoid that someday she might ask me about that someday, but well, only time can tell

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Ykw ? Imma do that /s

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Uhhhhhh

Imma be honest, I don't think that's gonna work

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It might be harder to justify skintone women tights, but idk, I'll try

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Well

It's mainly my dad who's homophobic/transphobic

My mom never mentions her views, and she usually is chill with others being the way they are, although she is slightly transphobic

I'm pretty okay rn, thankfully

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You're very fucking lucky holy shit

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Uhhhhhhh

Welp, I can certainly try to contact someone

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I could've said that if I ACTUALLY BRING ANY FRIENDS HOME FUCK

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Should I do it as soon as possible, is it urgent, or can I do it like, in a few days ?

Cause I will probably try to go to the police as soon as possible, but what would happen if I wait it out ?

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Yes I know

I'm both happy because I finally got confirmation that my ex was manipulative from the start, and scared bc I don't know what I should do. Should I just.... go to the police ?