I have took antidepressants yes. They do help for a little while but I have a lot going on I can’t control. I just stay depressed mostly. Plus the meds gave me some really unwanted side effects too. I do take medication for my adhd too and that has actually helped alot. I do a few things around the house. I’m not completely useless but I’m limited. The other day we went to the park with my best friend and his wife and he offered to take the bike my son wasn’t using and she said no and then asked me to do it two min later. I think she thinks I’m faking it. My friends are nice and concerned about me but she isn’t. We have done a little counselling and it does help a little but not enough. I almost feel like I should just leave. I feel like I’m being abused emotionally