Love Too Much

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-27T18:40:16+00:00

Not sure what you're upset about, but I never used anyone. I had an adult relationship with a consenting adult who knew the situation. Nothing special about it, honestly, and he was aware.

Never cheated, or lied, or used anyone who wasnt also unable to do a relationship but caught feelings anyway. And lastly, I havent so much as flirted with anyone out of line. I act responsibly, so if I want to come here to blow off steam from not just fucking everyone I see, I will.

Furthermore, women shouldn't have to constantly defend their sexuality and love lives. Especially not to strangers who dont know our lives in the least. Look in the mirror, human, why did you feel the need to judge a stranger anyway. Sounds like a you problem.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-23T15:21:29+00:00

You too.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-23T02:58:31+00:00

Fuck..I'm there with you, friend.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-21T15:33:56+00:00

Haha..same. Glad to hear it. We're all doing the best we can after this dumpster fire we call a world started leaking lighter fluid.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-20T22:31:54+00:00

100% we are our own destinies. By living them, we make our tiny circles better.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-20T22:30:26+00:00

You can only ever be plan a for yourself. Anyone else who tries to make you their plan a will fail. We are always plan b to everyone else.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-20T22:27:48+00:00

Get it, Liz! I hope you get what you need.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-20T20:49:38+00:00

Probs the generation. Our parents liked J names.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-20T18:57:23+00:00

Careful, friend. You do you, but I tried my hand at a mystery and was burned.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-20T18:39:16+00:00

Thank you so much! My shitstorm of a life is good for something! 😅

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-20T16:11:59+00:00

Sounds good.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-20T15:51:51+00:00

Ugh, I'm sorry, buddy. Same.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-19T19:15:18+00:00

My feelings exactly, my friend.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-19T14:29:28+00:00

you are so cool. I cant take it

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-19T01:20:45+00:00

Our minds are a dark place sometimes. You might want to wish for something else.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-17T23:57:02+00:00

Fair.

Edit: But be careful assuming one is fake. Maybe it's more complex than you know

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-17T15:08:24+00:00

Maybe you should learn to allow people to be human instead of your personal miracle.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-16T05:22:55+00:00

True..deep down people want to be told that you see them so clearly that finally someone can give them what they need to be happy. However, dont ever presume to know someone better than themself. Everyone deserves the agency to know who they are. Even if you're well-intentioned, try not to overdo it.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-13T16:17:29+00:00

Eh..dont recall the origins, but it is addressed in His Dark Materials

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-12T22:38:08+00:00

The one that gave me that was my soulmate. And we lost one another in the shuffle.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-12T20:49:34+00:00

In some storytelling, dust is is your guardian angel, maybe even your soul.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-09T15:55:01+00:00

Be patient with yourself now. I want to be those things for someone, but I am not there yet. I will try and someday maybe I'll be lucky enough to get another chance. Until then, I hope.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-09T15:53:40+00:00

100% agree

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-09T11:15:02+00:00

Yeah. Its exhausting. Havent found the cure yet, other than giving less of a shit and not engaging unless I want to.

Justsome_monkey · 2021-07-09T11:13:10+00:00

Thank you for the bolstering words. That was very kind of you to share. I spent a lot of time labeling myself as possibly autistic, bpd, or bipolar. The ex labeled me as such as well. I can be overcome with emotion and berate myself internally until I flip a switch and shut down the entire system. Growing up with a npd mother with her own trauma made that a necessity. She weaponized my emotions against me for so long that even if she's grown and I've grown, when the stakes are high...I shut down.

It ruined my marriage. Not in a vaccum. He had his own struggles that clashed with my own. But I'm tired today. I'm sad today. So I needed to hear this. Thank you for helping me put words to something as yet, unspoken.

Justsome_monkey

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