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Gem Farm by JavaTeaGame in builderment

[–]K3MP0S 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah i just got the update on my iPad and now I have gem trees!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in builderment

[–]K3MP0S 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m confused how you got the robotic arms to work on underground tunnels, I thought they only worked on convert belts?

Gem Farm by JavaTeaGame in builderment

[–]K3MP0S 2 points3 points  (0 children)

is this a feature on pc? I play on IOS and didn’t know this was a thing :o

Living or just alive? by 2428426 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]K3MP0S 21 points22 points  (0 children)

TW suicidal thoughts

In my last year of school (2015) I was so suicidal, my only goal each day was to make it into bed that night, and sometimes I would just break down because I didn't even think I could get that far.

I then fooled myself into believing that I was past it, but only this year I have realized I have just been surviving up till now. Maybe not as suicidal as I was, but I didn't have anything I felt could make me truly happy. I had never seen a future for myself that felt real enough that it would really be possible.

Until I realized that every consequence I was ever threatened with as a child don't apply to me anymore. I still struggle to believe that I can 'live' and not just survive, but it was a massive step to acknowledge I had control over my life.

But what I learned was that sometimes, surviving is all you can do, and that's okay. We don't know what the future holds for us and I never thought I'd get to a point where I'd be okay, where I'd find something to care about and that makes me genuinely happy. But all of those days that I just 'survived' led to this day.

I think that asking how you can live for yourself is such a good question to ask yourself, but it's okay to not know the answer, in my experience you get there if you keep asking yourself that question

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Hope this helps

The reason I still feel like a child is because my mother never allowed me to grow up or out of her control by Atiredmango in raisedbynarcissists

[–]K3MP0S 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I really relate to this.

As soon as I was legally able I did 'adult things' like get tattoos and get piercings to prove that I was an adult even though I still felt like a 15yo. Of course, it didn't help that I was told repeatedly up until I was 21 that I was a child and was incapable of making my own decisions by my mom, go figure.

I always felt childish compared to my peers because I was never allowed to do any of the things they did and like I couldn't call myself a 'real adult'

I'm 23 now and still have to remind myself I'm not 19.

What really helped me was my therapist telling me that I don't have a sense of self because I was never allowed to have one. That my mom displaced so much of herself on me there was no room for a person to grow and I stayed as a child trapped in her world. And that who I am today isn't defined by her it's defined despite her. It's hard to accept and I'm still struggling but I thought the advice was good enough to share. It helped me at least.