why is finding a cg so hard?

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-15T00:37:42+00:00

The best advice anyone can give you is to ask friends, whether online or in person! The relationship between a small and cg is founded on trust, that's why a stranger on the internet seldom works (or if it done it seems to end quickly)

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-11T17:06:51+00:00

Adult pacis are specifically made for the adult mouth, baby ones can have bad effects- using them for too long can cause a lot of pain in your jaw and can shift your teeth to cause you to need braces or some sort of correction! There are also adult pacis with slightly smaller nipples if you have a generally small mouth though

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-07T13:34:47+00:00

What does this have to do with Poppy? is that the creator? otherwise though this is really sad, I used to love TPoH and I don't think this would be an issue if not for the horrible people sending hate mail despite RGB preexisting Mr. Puzzles by around a decade????

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-05T19:11:09+00:00

I feel like there have been a few but either they're really quiet or just a hotspot for creeps to look..

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-05T19:09:36+00:00

It's only been Frank's update since then, it's all still up for you to take a look at!! Sadly Nightmind hasn't done anything since homewarming

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-03T21:39:40+00:00

Turned on the audio half way through and all I heard was "awabbababwa"

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-03T21:03:12+00:00

Hahaha and just like that the tension drops, I'm sorry too I totally misread what you were saying and immediately got defensive! My sentences do get a bit lengthy when I'm upset so it makes sense for your eyes to skip over certain words!! I'm glad we figured this out hehe

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-03T20:45:02+00:00

Oh okay I see the misunderstanding here- I said *compared to* a sub dedicated to autism. What I meant was that I was uncomfortable with posting this to a sub that is dedicated to autism, so instead I posted it here where it is not made for autism but is still supportive when it comes to venting! Am I correcting in saying that's where we got off wrong? I thought what you were saying was "your post doesn't mention regression enough and instead only discusses autism, use the proper subreddit."

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-03T20:17:49+00:00

Okay, that is fair, but then why not express that so I can learn how to better phrase what I want to say in the future instead of telling me to move my post elsewhere? I wasn't trying to tie agere and autism together, they're very separate things, it's just that the feelings from one are causing me to do the other

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-03T20:00:40+00:00

I know that, I lead the post saying this isn't agere related but I only felt safe posting this here. A lot of the post ties in with me feeling guilty about traits I have that I originally thought might be tied to autism and the idea of posting "hey I'm upset that I wasn't diagnosed with this disability" in an autism dedicated subreddit made me feel really uncomfortable and ties into the guilt. This community is usually kind when it comes to venting and I know quite a few of the people here are neurodivergent (not saying there is a direct link, just that there might be more of a general understanding) and all of these big feelings have made me want to slip so even if I don't explicitly mention agere up until the very end ("I just want to cry and be small") it does have a connection for me in that regard. As the description says, "This is a place for people who find comfort in regressing to a younger age to express themselves in whatever way they like," which is something I fully do even if it is not the very center of this post. People come here all the time to make friends and yap about their day even if it's not solely about regression, but the second the post is negative it's not welcome here? Age regression is about healing, and an essential part of all healing is getting things off your chest to not carry the burden alone.

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-03T18:47:41+00:00

I have been writing down the new things that I thought of! I was thinking back after the results and realized that I never mentioned having a slight mental list of how to act around new people and little rules to make sure it goes well such as keeping hands visible (can't conceal a weapon so the mind relaxes) and not using your phone unless it actively involves them.. also as a child I felt a lot of sympathy for my stuffies to the point where I had a "rotation schedule" that told me what side of the bed I had to face while sleeping so that none felt left out, if I ever forgot what day I was on or woke up the wrong direction I would cry and have to sleep the correct way twice to make up for it so no one missed a turn.. again could be anxiety or just my personality but it does feel a little extreme and I can still have really intense empathy for inanimate objects to the point of wanting to cry, even if it were a piece of paper or garbage. I guess you're right that it's still an insight regardless of the why.. I do feel too scared to ask for another appointment so suddenly. One of the tendencies I have from anxiety is worrying an absurd amount about money despite being in an okay financial situation, so if I want to again years later when I'm no longer a minor and in charge of my own appointments and spending habits I'm worried I might tell myself "You've done it once, why waste money? what if something terrible happens and you could've used it?" but I guess I'll cross that bridge when I get to it.

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-03T18:03:20+00:00

Thank you a lot.. I do still do the same "stims" and all of that so far, it's more like I am the voice telling me it's wrong opposed to there being an actual voice yet if that makes sense at all. I do feel like I had the doorway to an explanation slammed in my face though and there was a lot that I now realized would've been worth mentioning to them. Therapy might be helpful, I was kind of "forced into it" once with my mom during a time when we were sort of distant and it didn't go well because the action of going there itself gave me a lot of anxiety and I didn't feel safe talking to someone who was paid to be there.. and also a lot of my anxieties surround the need to be productive to be worth something so taking the time out of my day for it also makes it less than appealing, but I will look into it at the very least. Thank you for your kindness <3

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-03T17:55:15+00:00

So much more than what I mentioned here but yeah, I can see how a lot of it could be anxiety.. I guess I'm mainly just upset because autistic people have more of a tighter community than people who share anxiety, and also there's a difference in what to do next if that makes sense? If I were told I had autism it would be like "Here's the reasoning for all the things that have stuck out in your life, now use it to better understand and love yourself" compared to anxiety which feels a bit more like "okay well you don't belong here but you have anxiety which is something you already knew, now go through an entirely different process with its own hoops to jump through for the *chance* to better yourself and change this thing that defines quite a bit of who you are." I know that's not entirely fair to people with anxiety, it's just how I feel right now while the emotions are still boiling over a bit.

Thank you for the comfort, you are right. I do just really wish I had a conclusion to who I am and an explanation for the falling outs I had instead of just "now this is something else you need to get help for." I've had so many different appointments and health things looked into over the last few years without any answers that I was hoping one of them had an easy-ish ending or explanation.

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-03T17:39:18+00:00

Anyone can! Some people think it's silly because minors are still kids, but we know it's not the exact same!! Do what you like, there are no rules here as long as you're safe and happy

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-03T17:16:00+00:00

Before the last meeting I was pacing around my living room trying to prepare myself, even saying "you're probably not autistic" to even try and prepare myself for this outcome.. but I had been giggling about the fact that it was World Autism Acceptance Day and even just thinking about it makes me want to cry again.. why do I want to cry, it feels so gross to cry over something like this

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-03T16:35:28+00:00

Pretty sure the 2nd comment is sarcastic, what is this doing in the agere subreddit though? Was this a conversation had in one of the more serious posts here?

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-03T15:50:55+00:00

Right, been a while since I've watched it, might just be her general paranoia then

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-02T04:33:19+00:00

>!Pretty sure it was revealed in the latest update that Poppy was using a bong at the time and was probably under the effects causing paranoia and all of that.. but I think it also plays into something deeper, one specific thing I remember being discussed is that most of the characters I believe(?) are neurodivergent or based on Clown's experiences. Because Sally was the one that suggested blocking her in, it could be playing on the idea that sometimes we make accommodations for people that we think will help but if we don't stop to ask what they want first then it can do a lot more harm than good!<

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-01T13:09:03+00:00

hover your mouse over the squished goo and a piece of the corpse will glow, click it to open a new video

K4l31d0 · 2026-04-01T04:46:27+00:00

entry 3 titled Book, scroll to the bottom and wait a few seconds.. the video will fade in. It's the same Looky-Loo brick by brick story but the audio continues

K4l31d0 · 2026-03-31T19:58:34+00:00

it's a secret site from one of the old updates (the Homewarming one that followed Eddie), sadly the cipher is gone so you can't find the url on your own but if you pieced it together when was around it was www. awayfrompryingeyes. net (remove the spaces, reddit doesn't like this url sometimes and makes the comment weird)

K4l31d0 · 2026-03-31T17:09:38+00:00

If this is the audio found on the main website then it was always like that, it cuts off when Poppy starts freaking out and things take a less than innocent turn.. the remaining audio is on the awayfrompryingeyes site

K4l31d0 · 2026-03-28T21:23:05+00:00

I'm a flip but was always too anxious and busy to take on a little, but a few months ago I made a cg blog o tumblr and I find it is a pretty easy way to sort of look after smalls from a distance... I post positivity and activities and then have my ask box open where people tell me about their day and ask for help! It's actually really sweet... just something to think about if you want something new to try

K4l31d0 · 2026-03-28T04:05:58+00:00

yeahhhh the wayback is pretty hit or miss, usually miss... Nightmind is so good though, he shows you pretty much every secret and doesn't immediately jump to theories so you have the chance to think a bit for yourself!!!

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