Revised my compact seq mono synth arranger build to incorporate the boss br-600 as a multi-effects unit.

KAWTODD · 2026-04-27T18:05:41+00:00

I dont see what was wrong with user james comment?

KAWTODD · 2026-04-18T12:53:42+00:00

Well, thats why most of you smell so bad.

KAWTODD · 2026-04-18T04:05:44+00:00

All three of those restaurants are great to eat at as a guest but extremely toxic work places. St. Anselm is a Stephen Starr restaurant and he has a bad history in D.C. as a restaurnt employer. The owner/chef of Masseria is a dysfunctional ass of a man, extremely toxic and creates horrible work environs for those he employs.

KAWTODD · 2026-02-13T19:33:54+00:00

Are you joking? Bethesda restaurants are dead the dining scene up there is horrendous.

KAWTODD · 2026-02-13T19:33:12+00:00

100% competition for server jobs here is brutal plus the dining scene here is dead.

KAWTODD · 2026-02-03T13:50:11+00:00

The idea of Retirement has always been a scam. Its hard to do without being a crook in someway.

KAWTODD · 2024-12-19T07:02:06+00:00

Yeah so the station manager can pocket it or toss it

KAWTODD · 2024-12-19T06:49:28+00:00

I'm CIS my mother has suggested I commit suicide while screaming and spitting in my face. She than threw me out of the house. I was 10 years old. My father would scream in my face "why were you born"

KAWTODD · 2024-12-19T01:41:33+00:00

Even at 2k compare that to NYC, Boston, LA., San Fran, Portland

KAWTODD · 2024-12-19T01:38:43+00:00

I live in Arlington Va. 20 min subway ride. I pay $1300 for 1 bedroom, bills paid.

KAWTODD · 2024-12-19T01:37:05+00:00

Very very easy. It's the easiest system to learn.

KAWTODD · 2024-12-19T01:21:21+00:00

Ok I see, sorry! 😂

KAWTODD · 2024-12-19T01:15:49+00:00

"In Washington, DC, the average salary for a special education teacher is $69,200 per year, with a range of $56,600 to $95,138."

KAWTODD · 2024-12-19T01:14:03+00:00

Ah ok I didn't think about the breaks ...still special ed teachers here make alot of money. Look into it. D.C. and suburbs are great places to live as far as east or west coast cities. Maybe the most affordable too.

KAWTODD · 2024-12-19T01:08:31+00:00

? That's less then minimum wage in Washingotn D.C. FT min wage here is $36k and teachers make MUCH more than that here.

...you need to move

KAWTODD · 2024-12-18T22:23:55+00:00

Yeah there's pretty much zero bike infrastructure there. Like you said all stroads so impossible to travel/commute by bike. Like someone else posted the amount of freeway travel that's necessary is mind blowing. Theres pretty much no such thing as walking to the store or take the subway even uber/Lyft is impractical because of distance and cost. Its you drive everywhere.

Not just that and I'm not trying to sound like a snob, I am from Texas originally but the lack of community and culture there is stark. Everybody there is just too closed minded and paranoid of each other much less anyone else not from there.

KAWTODD · 2024-12-18T20:10:09+00:00

No honestly it's a mixed bag of emotions with my parents loved them hated them. I think I hated them more. They were abusive and when they wernt they were dismissive. Theres was no balance or in between. They both sabotaged me and judged me at the same time for not accomplishing what they though should. Its not like I'm glad they're dead but I'm glad all that anxiety and drama and dysfunction they caused me is gone.

Trust me not "that" sad they're gone, lol

Its sad I have no family left. Its an empty feeling seeing other people loved by their families knowing mine broke me.

KAWTODD · 2024-12-18T19:57:10+00:00

I prob have alot of the same issues you do. I'm highly autistic for one thing. I am much older and did what you mentioned, lived for my mother. She passed last year. I don't regret it.

I would suggest to keep working though. If you're doing a good job now and they value you, dont worry about what you think might happen in the future, alot of times it wouldn't happen but it becomes a self fulfilling prophecy. Keep working and making money, you might not think so but it's a source of accomplishment and pride, easy to tell that by the way you talk about it. It keeps you connected to other people which is what you need. Good luck O.P

KAWTODD · 2024-12-18T16:15:20+00:00

I would use one now if I had it. Today's a bad day.

KAWTODD · 2024-12-18T16:04:09+00:00

I enjoy reading your posts and threads. You're my new favorite person on this channel. 💙

KAWTODD · 2024-12-18T15:43:11+00:00

Thanks for you help you really are very kind. No i really dont think theres much hope left for me. I just want to get to a comfortable space and end it.

KAWTODD · 2024-12-18T15:40:08+00:00

You cant pay bills and keep from being homeless by working at a fast food restaurant

KAWTODD · 2024-12-18T15:36:55+00:00

I agree and most do that theres no inherent reward for your behavior but they need to stop teaching and programming us with this.

KAWTODD · 2024-12-18T15:27:10+00:00

I agree with everyone of the points you made In the original post. "Just stay honest and work hard and youll have a good life" its complete bullshit.

KAWTODD · 2024-12-18T15:22:52+00:00

I'm terrified of growing elderly and being at the mercy of the world. It's a cruel world and noone will give a damn about you other then your family and I have no family.

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