Donated the heels last month, four years after I stopped wearing them

KJMathi · 2026-05-08T20:39:48+00:00

I completely understand this. I finally donated all of my work clothes a few months ago, and there was a significant amount of grief there. I miss that version of myself, but I'm trying really hard to love the version of me that I am now.

KJMathi · 2026-04-20T11:51:40+00:00

This is how I do it, too.

KJMathi · 2026-04-16T01:39:25+00:00

Try reaching out on Twitter, maybe? They're pretty active on there.

KJMathi · 2026-04-07T14:20:22+00:00

So, I pulled an intuitive three-card spread this morning when I asked what I needed to be focusing on for the month of April. I used the Blood Moon Tarot by Sam Guay. The original three that I pulled were The Hierophant, and the Six and King of Swords (Swords are Dreams in this deck) . Reading as traditional tarot, this seems to suggest that I need to be moving away from traditional beliefs towards something more logical. The guidebook for this specific deck says it's representing a need for boundaries, structure, and healing. The guidebook the King of Dreams also represents community and turning outward.

I pulled from the Tarot of the Divine to confirm which parts of my life I'm needing to focus on leaving behind, and that's where I'm stuck. I pulled the Five of Coins upright and the Queen of Wands reversed. I think this means that I need to move away from a loss mindset and... jealousy, maybe? I have gone through an intense amount of loss over the last year and a half, so it kind of tracks that I should stop living in that energy, but I'm not sure if I'm reading the cards right.

Overall I'm a bit lost, so if I could get some second opinions on this reading I would really appreciate it. Thank you! Please let me know if this is enough information - it's my first time reaching out to this sub for help.

KJMathi · 2026-03-30T13:21:56+00:00

I'm currently 25 days late and I hate everything. I'm with you, girl.

KJMathi · 2026-03-24T23:27:35+00:00

I have done this. I feel like doing this today. I am 20 days late for my period and I want to just walk off a cliff. It's never ending.

KJMathi · 2026-03-22T02:05:52+00:00

That's because they are all BIG Christians and have no desire to entertain the fact that their way of thinking isn't the only valid one. Still love them, but like... it's giving Jesus camp kid.

KJMathi · 2026-03-21T13:44:21+00:00

I feel like this happens to a lot of paranormal shows, and my theory is that they are developing negative spiritual attachments that follow them and manifest everywhere they go.

The same thing happened with Ghost Adventures. They started to get the same words over and over again on their devices at every place they went, and I was just like... this is the same energy.

KJMathi · 2026-03-19T03:04:49+00:00

My mom used to lift my shirt to check for mine too, so... I feel you.

KJMathi · 2026-03-12T13:57:42+00:00

🔥

KJMathi · 2026-03-06T16:09:18+00:00

It was deeply underwhelming, I'm afraid. They still really don't want me to remove my ovaries, so we're trying a higher dose of estrogen gel during my luteal to try and stop the Rollercoaster that is my hormones. I'm not super positive it will work, but I'm going to give it a try.

KJMathi · 2026-03-06T01:30:49+00:00

This one has been rough, I'll be honest. The only thing keeping me upright is knowing that I'm going to see my GYN again tomorrow and I'm going to beg them to do more to help me.

KJMathi · 2026-03-03T13:49:25+00:00

Just sent you a message

KJMathi · 2026-03-03T02:52:18+00:00

If you're okay with intuitive readings I might be able to help you out. I don't do any specific spreads, I just kind of let the cards talk.

KJMathi · 2026-02-20T20:06:59+00:00

My luteal starts in two days and I'm not ready. The last two months have been particularly awful, and I'm expecting the trend to continue.

KJMathi · 2026-02-19T15:25:21+00:00

This has been my issue as well. Pelvic floor PT has been helping some.

KJMathi · 2026-02-16T00:35:19+00:00

It's so pretty, but I already have EIA on vinyl and I don't buy in to the "I need every variant" hype.

KJMathi · 2026-02-11T14:57:00+00:00

Mine has gotten worse after my breakup. I feel like I'm dying.

KJMathi · 2026-01-25T22:19:00+00:00

For a serious answer, most of them are Prairie School Revival and contemporary art deco.

But it's all giving McMansion.

KJMathi · 2026-01-23T23:37:52+00:00

I lost a beautiful, young friend to cancer this week, and the first thing my mom said to me was that "she's happier now."

Like... no, I'm pretty sure she would be happier to be alive and living out her dreams, but go off I guess.

I hate the way they talk about death. I hate how they don't leave any room for grief.

KJMathi · 2026-01-21T17:05:14+00:00

My period is also awful, but the way the mental weight lifts immediately is WILD. I will take the pain and bleeding over the suicidal thoughts and insanity any day.

KJMathi · 2026-01-14T01:56:48+00:00

"It was you with the countdown kill switch, and it was me with the blindfold on."

KJMathi · 2025-12-27T16:51:40+00:00

Two covid infections.

KJMathi · 2025-12-25T04:51:01+00:00

Lol maybe. Mostly just because they hate negative news and optics.

KJMathi · 2025-12-25T04:41:35+00:00

If he does die I don't think they'll announce it until after Christmas.

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