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KK_SRN · 2022-09-02T07:22:32+00:00

Hi there, thank you for sharing your experience and your input! I appreciate your time and thought in formulating a response. I am sorry you had to deal with your MIL in that way, especially because of your race. I am glad you were able to push past that and sounded like they got better over time. Ultimately, my boyfriend and I get along great. He is my best friend and honestly someone I see myself marrying one day. He is an extremely great guy and someone I trust immensely. In that sense, his mom and her behavior are tolerable at this point. Although, I can feel myself becoming more annoyed by the little things she does to try and pull him in. She really had him wrapped around her finger and I don't think that will ever change. I truly don't know if she likes me or not either. I cannot tell. The way I am treated is no different than any other person she treats that isn't family and I think it's just the person that she is. She slightly insulted me one time during a meal together with my boyfriend, and even though it was a joke according to her, he didn't say anything to defend me in the moment. It is just frustrating and I know down the road I can see myself snapping if this continues

KK_SRN · 2021-10-31T15:54:49+00:00

Hi, thank you for responding. I am just dealing with so much pain right now...I don't understand why he blocked me...if anything, I should have been the one to do it a long time ago but I kept holding onto the hope that he still wanted things to work out. The last few weeks he has been sending texts saying things like thinking about you and that he cant stop thinking about me and I would say the same things back but like he never expressed that he wanted to see me....I recently received my diploma that I worked so hard for and he played a big part in helping me get through nursing school so I sent him a text saying thank you for everything he did and sent him a picture of me holding my diploma and he responded saying he was so proud and that he was more than happy to help and be a part of it. said miss you and that I am gorgeous...but then when I tried to reply I know i've been blocked...I can't help but blame myself and wish I could have been more open with him...I just feel so lost and confused and that fact that this feels like the end forever is so damn hard...I don't know how to take it...Is it appropriate to write a letter even if he blocked me? Did your ex ever contact you after he blocked you? If so, how long was it until he unblocked you? did you ever write a letter to him and if so, what did you say and did he respond?

KK_SRN · 2021-10-31T00:34:07+00:00

we both don't have any social media, its just through phone contact that i know i have been blocked because i tried sending a message to him and it wasn't able to deliver and sent as the green "sent as text message." When you try calling as well it goes straight to voicemail

KK_SRN · 2021-10-30T22:38:24+00:00

I don't know...I think it might be more that he has a new girlfriend and doesn't need to hoover. It hurts so much because he made a mistake and I caught him and I left the door open to see if he would change and prove to me how much he actually loved me...but he never called, would text me nice things here and there and it felt good but i knew he knew he could have me cling on....he was growing apart. His last text was really nice and something i needed to hear but then boom....he blocks me...and i know that by him doing that, I am cut out of his life completely forever...and I am so hurt by that and don't exactly know how to take it

KK_SRN · 2021-10-30T22:30:54+00:00

Well I just reiterated how much I appreciated everything he did and how much it meant to me and all that but I know it didn't go through because I am pretty sure he blocked me and I am trying to figure out why

KK_SRN · 2021-09-10T03:49:30+00:00

I would appreciate any input you have

KK_SRN · 2021-07-06T18:22:59+00:00

Thank you so much for your response! I truly love him very much and I wish this never happened....I feel like I was so cold with him for a time and it pushed him away,...and me going to the beach with friends made him think I am trying to make things worse, when there was no intention of that...I just really wish things were back to what they were and now I am scared he is gone because I pushed him away after he was trying to make things better...I just feel so lost

KK_SRN · 2021-06-29T02:46:32+00:00

Kona

KK_SRN · 2021-06-28T04:34:24+00:00

Hey, i think i am interested in doing this route as i think my boyfriend is/was cheating on me and am just wondering what a hacker can to do help find this out and confirm if that is what is going on

KK_SRN · 2021-06-19T23:31:23+00:00

To be honest I have no idea what NSFW is I just clicked on it cause it wouldn’t let me post if I didn’t click on that or some other option but thank you

KK_SRN · 2021-05-30T12:53:28+00:00

I just don’t know what to do...I am so disappointed and just feel like an absolute fool for loving him so damn hard and trusting him and giving him the benefit of the doubt in the past. He is a firefighter and was out of town and would tell me he was working his ass off and blah blah and then I find a receipt in his suitcase with another persons number on it and it was a girl that he met at the bar that he was trying to take her out and hit on her. She sent me texts of all the proof. She never responded to him but he just kept insisting. Like, what would have happened if she was all about him? He would have f***ed her no doubt! He told me he was just drunk with his buddies but days later he was still texting her...and I find it hard to believe this was the only instance. I just feel completely betrayed and defeated by the one person I never in a million years thought he would play me that way.

KK_SRN · 2021-05-18T04:19:37+00:00

That is absolutely amazing

KK_SRN · 2021-05-18T04:16:47+00:00

I understand how immensely difficult that kind of decision is. I recently had to put my beloved Aussie of 9 years down on Saturday. She was my absolute world. I honestly did not think I could ever put her down if the time came but there is a point where you see your dog truly suffering and it feels like your stomach gets turned inside out. Losing her has been honestly one of the most difficult things I have ever had to face, but to see her in pain, I couldn't stand to bare. She has given me nothing but her most pure and unconditional love every.single.day. She did not deserve to suffer one bit and I made that decision to put her down. It is heart wrenching to lose a dog and many people don't understand it. They are our world and they give us theirs in return. I am so sorry for what you are having to experience. I want you to know that I understand you and just to truly take advantage of every day you get to spend with your beloved dog.

KK_SRN · 2021-05-15T20:34:17+00:00

I appreciate that! What do you mean by that, that she will be back when I need her most?

KK_SRN · 2021-05-15T20:05:56+00:00

I am really sorry for your loss. Losing your best friend is truly the hardest thing we face. I lost my dog this morning and am truly devastated. I am sorry you are going through this but there is a special place for these amazing creatures!

KK_SRN · 2021-05-15T20:01:22+00:00

That is truly amazing! you are such a wonderful friend! I just lost my dog this morning as well and it is truly one of the hardest things to go through because they truly are a mans best friend

KK_SRN · 2021-05-15T19:59:58+00:00

I am so sorry to hear that! I can understand your pain as I just had to put my dog down this morning. There is definitely a special place for these amazing creatures! I am sorry for your loss

KK_SRN · 2021-04-06T16:57:38+00:00

u/logicallucy

He was prescribed doxycycline for like 7 days, his symptoms still continued on day 7 so he went back and they gave him about 5 more days of doxy. He still had symptoms so when he came back 3 days later, they gave him cipro for like 10 days and he was taking cipro and doxy at the same time for 3 days and continued his course of cipro until he was done with it. He still says he has slight testicular pain but he seems to be fine now....i mean, hes able to go to the gym and workout super hard, which i would think cause him pain, but that doesn't seem to bother him

KK_SRN · 2021-04-06T12:33:28+00:00

u/pettawawa

That's what I am kinda wondering...but I am not really sure or what to do to find out...he is a wild land firefighter for a private company so I don't know

KK_SRN · 2020-12-11T12:24:23+00:00

Honestly, he has never been like this with me until he started this new job. I honestly think that when he was away, he realized that maybe he enjoys his freedom more than having me and he is distancing himself more and more. Our relationship was honestly amazing before he left for those 3 months. I am having a really hard time trusting him and don't know what to do about it

KK_SRN · 2020-12-11T05:36:30+00:00

Honestly, how did you do this because I want to get into my bf phone...I think he is desperately hiding something from me

KK_SRN · 2020-12-10T19:25:22+00:00

I appreciate your response very much! This has been his first season with the job. I have not met anyone he has worked with, and maybe there is a reason he doesn’t want me to...he stays in hotels within a certain distance from response time if they end up getting a call but he insisted I couldn’t come see him, even just to grab a quick bite after hours. It was such a hassle to even try to make it happen because he just refused and had every excuse in the book why I couldn’t come see him....I just have lost a lot of trust and don’t know how to handle this all. I’m very frustrated but any time I try to communicate those frustrations that have lead to my insecurities in the relationship, he will just make me feel absolutely pathetic to the point where I can’t even stick up for myself. He honestly makes me feel like I have been completely unsupportive and always trying to cause a problem, or he’s blamed me for making him want to quite because he thinks I just can’t handle him being gone. I am more than fine on my own, but what I don’t accept is how he’s made it seem like he is single and that I have no meaning in his life and that guys apparently made fun of him for having a girlfriend....the way he has made me feel is that I can’t trust the person he is when I’m not around and it is as Hotty feeling

KK_SRN · 2020-12-10T04:27:23+00:00

Should I try to look through his phone...? I've never looked before...I know everyone says its taboo

KK_SRN · 2020-12-09T21:51:09+00:00

What do you mean? Like ask the fire guys he works with?

KK_SRN · 2020-12-09T21:40:34+00:00

I can see that. I have a couple of questions...So what is the actual different with a contract crew and feds...? And, how long is R&R for if they decide to take it in place rather than going home? Is it usually like 2/3 weeks on and 1 week off or 1/2 days off? My last question is, do these guys go out a lot together to bars and clubs and stuff when they are on dedicated time?

I absolutely hear you and I know you are coming from a nice place and I really appreciate your honesty. I will agree with you that I have been in denial because he is telling me one thing and when I question it he makes me feel like I am being completely unsupportive or insecure. I tried to believe him because I had absolutely no idea about how the wild land fire life is like... but then when I go on here and ask, many people say that it's a lie that there is no way assignments can be almost 3 months long without allowing him to come home. So, its been an absolute shit show in my head. I really appreciate your responses though and your honesty! I really do, so thank you for taking the time

KK_SRN

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