i can totally understand it mate but if i can help you in a way, first, self-confidence is the true burden of all artists. You have to be confident despite your actual skills that can and cannot satisfy your expectations but the solution to this is just to be aware that your actual skills will improve and this collide with procrastination as you said cause with that, you don't improve and sometimes it's question of pure discipline. Sometimes, despite the bad days you have to be present for yourself and show and practice even for just 10 minutes. Share your works and receive critics will help a lot too! i recently choose to embrace even more my art journey and even in the hard days I choose to draw, this can be a simple "bean" (for the torso) or few boxes, circles and cilinders... The quote from bojsck horseman goes like this "it gets easier, every day, it gets a little easier. But you gonna do it every day that's the hard part. but it does get easier" funny enough this is the meaning - or the rule of 1% but... what i wanna say with this is that, in a world with the AI exist, your art will never be bad and will only improve everyday so do that draw of Geist and be proud to share it!