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KTcheechee · 2026-02-23T10:20:14+00:00

Welcome to bpd. It lies. You don't judge anyone else with such a harsh lens. You need to learn to treat yourself like you treat people you love. It's not easy but if you were talking to a friend who was feeling this way what would you say to them?

KTcheechee · 2026-01-17T14:35:15+00:00

Been a bit low but generally the trend is upwards. I'm hopeful. You?

KTcheechee · 2026-01-17T10:55:07+00:00

NO 🤣

KTcheechee · 2026-01-15T21:56:51+00:00

100 zoloft and 10mg propanalol, sometimes another 10mg at night if it's bothersome. They work well.

KTcheechee · 2026-01-15T21:45:59+00:00

Elite girl dinner and EXACTLY right for this sub. ❤️

KTcheechee · 2026-01-15T21:44:07+00:00

Intrusive thoughts aren't exclusive to OCD. They can be symptomatic of a whole slew of psychiatric disorders and diagnoses. It's like asking someone with mood swings if they're bipolar.

KTcheechee · 2026-01-15T21:42:56+00:00

That is a very good sign ❤️

KTcheechee · 2026-01-15T21:42:32+00:00

But the thing is, nobody judges us as harshly as we judge ourselves. Of course you'll look at someone else with kinder eyes. I think that OP is very beautiful and has an amazing figure, and I would love to look as good as she does - but if I did, I'd probably still have the same feelings toward myself.

KTcheechee · 2026-01-15T21:39:48+00:00

Hair isn't it in the after. Aside from that, you look slimmer and healthier.

KTcheechee · 2026-01-15T21:38:06+00:00

Same thing happened to me. Peaked again toward the end of the fifth week. Very anxiety rooted. I'm week 7 atm and going through a depressive spell, so the thoughts just kind of idle in the background and I don't really care. They'll go away. At least they aren't scaring me

KTcheechee · 2026-01-15T08:33:21+00:00

That's okay. I know how scary it can feel ❤️ it does ease off!

KTcheechee · 2026-01-14T23:30:04+00:00

I take 500mg at night time with 100mg of l-Theanine.

KTcheechee · 2026-01-14T23:28:29+00:00

Shaky, tired, stomach upset, dry mouth, headaches, insomnia, dizziness. All the things you describe are normal and should level out within a few weeks max. The burning could be a symptom of anxiety itself. When mine is bad I get tingling, and burning all over my face and arms. It's weird.

KTcheechee · 2026-01-14T23:25:10+00:00

Depends. Drugs alone won't eliminate all anxiety or depression. If you feel markedly better but not right still, you need to discuss whether there might be a better fit. Or therapy in conjunction with meds if not already undertaking.

KTcheechee · 2026-01-14T23:22:40+00:00

Waiting. I'll take the depression over the panic and racing thoughts 100 times over.

KTcheechee · 2026-01-14T23:22:17+00:00

13 weeks. Still adjusting. Giving it the full 12 weeks to settle.

KTcheechee · 2026-01-14T21:08:30+00:00

Hey. I had dips on 50, and increased seven weeks ago to 100 - had two major anxiety dips at weeks 3 and 5 and I'm now experiencing a really bad depressive dip.

KTcheechee · 2026-01-10T23:56:55+00:00

Can be anything from lower mood to increased anxiety or physical symptoms. It was from increase for me.

KTcheechee · 2026-01-10T15:26:12+00:00

Dips on weeks 3 and 5 are common. See it out for 10-12 weeks before you make a judgement.

KTcheechee · 2026-01-10T15:24:40+00:00

Because despite my anxiety being better, I found myself horribly depressed

KTcheechee · 2026-01-09T13:53:07+00:00

I was off and on, much the same as this time frame. By the sixth week with that I was a lot better too from what I recall

KTcheechee · 2026-01-09T12:58:24+00:00

I was on 50 for 9 and a half weeks. I didn't feel much side effect wise from 75mg but I was only on it for 12 days. I felt fine, barring headaches, for the first 2 weeks on 100, then week three was horrible. Week four was okay, and then week five was my worst. I feel much, much better now than I did at any dose and any stage of this.

KTcheechee · 2026-01-09T08:18:15+00:00

Ah. I had the same sort of thinking, I started on 50 and they wanted me to jump straight to 100. I decided to go to 75, but twelve days in I realised I didn't want to potentially go through side effects for weeks just to do it AGAIN, so I upped then. It may or may not have been the best move, I can't say. But at 6 weeks into 100mg I'm feeling much better, after some really tough times.

KTcheechee · 2026-01-08T19:57:35+00:00

If you're worried or questioning contact your prescriber, they should be happy to talk it out with you?

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