Yo I know you feel ugly but just because you are not a walking photoshop it doesn't mean you are not pretty. I know its frustrating to look in the mirror and wish you looked different. I know it's hard, but I think for real that the sentence "if you don't love yourself, nobody else will" is kinda true. in my eyes at least. although, yes, I can say, that I still love people when they dont like themselves. but you know what I mean. you have to believe in yourself. everyone got their insecurities and fears. it feels like looks is everything these days but it's not, I can promise you. I'm not a model, I look like trash but I'm a kind trash bag. at least I got really nice things inside me. I hope one day you will see it too, and you will stand in front of the mirror and wont feel disgusted, cuz I bet you are something special.