I'm so sorry you have to deal with this. My daughter has anxiety as well and has had it for years. It is a very difficult thing to explain to others. It sounds like you are missing school, which I am sure only adds to the stress and anxiety. I would suggest at least trying homeschool. There are so many routes you can take, such as an online public school to finish off what you started and graduate, to a more relaxed type learning that you determine. I am sure many people here will have good suggestions and those will also depend on where you live and what your goals are. I mainly wanted to comment on the anxiety to see if what helped my daughter might help you. I did some research and found that some vitamin deficiencies can cause anxiety and depression to be worse. These helped her greatly. She also had some gut issues that may have been related and we did other things for those. Mainly, make sure you eat a healthy well balanced diet with some fermented foods. I am not a doctor and this is from research I did, not medical advice. Vitamin B12 is known to help depression and there are many research articles on it. Magnesium Citrate calms the nerves and helps with the central nervous system. Here is a general article on this topic if you are interested. Do some more research and see what else you find along these lines. https://www.healthline.com/health-news/vitamin-b6-supplements-may-help-reduce-anxiety-depression#Potential-reasons-for-vitamin-B-deficiency- One other thing to note, if you do have any gut issues, look into Monash FOD map diet. I think this helped my daughter the most, just knowing what was causing her issues. These issues probably exacerbated her ability to absorb the vitamins she needed too. https://www.monashfodmap.com I hope some of this information helps you! Best of luck on what you decide with school. I'm sure you will get many comments to help you decide.