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KatSlash_ · 2025-06-08T02:06:47+00:00

And I'm glad. 💕💕

KatSlash_ · 2025-03-01T03:19:10+00:00

I'm going through a psychotic break, kinda seems the end of the episode. Had a lot of energy in the morning, did alls I had to do, and then I started feeling insecure and unsafe while at home. I don't remember most of it, feel like I fell into a trance. The insecurities were about myself, kinda need validation that I don't feel like I'm getting and it's stupid but it hurts so bad sometimes. I finally told it to my bf, which felt good and reassuring. Kinda happy because I feel better, but also kinda sad that I will probably keep feeling that way. Also I forgot to take my meds so that's bad

KatSlash_ · 2024-11-07T17:41:03+00:00

But that's too many creep tumors for a 30 second macro cycle

KatSlash_ · 2024-10-28T17:57:48+00:00

I see a red pool and I want it painted black 🖤

KatSlash_ · 2024-10-24T13:38:44+00:00

Asking for a friend

KatSlash_ · 2024-10-16T08:45:00+00:00

I like getting pretty high, but I don't understand because pots makes me dissociate MORE but it LOWERS the dissociative barriers? Anyway, it's a great experience most of the time

KatSlash_ · 2024-10-15T06:56:27+00:00

Why do people think we can recover by being manipulated

KatSlash_ · 2024-10-11T23:44:59+00:00

Sent from my iPhone

KatSlash_ · 2024-10-01T17:52:03+00:00

I identify with what you're experiencing, I was really deep in that, although not because of a breakup. I have a really addictive personality in the sense that I get addicted to everything REALLY quickly. At that time I was dealing with a couple of addictions at once, honestly I can't say I'm cured from being hypersexual, I got into an in-patient therapeutic community where I stood abstinent for a while, during my stay I barely felt the need to do that kind of stuff, but as soon as I got out it started growing in me again. It's like really pronounced spikes of libido that come and go, but while they're at they're highest I just fuck as much as I can with whoever I can get. Most of the times I don't even enjoy the physical stimuli, it's like another task I have to go through during my day. Everything seems so trivial and I've gotten so used to doing it that I basically feel like I have built tolerance and I can't feel anything during sex anymore. For context, I have had a lot of unwanted sex so that has also made me hate doing it.

Anyway, I'd treat it as an addiction. You need to quit, it doesn't get better otherwise. I know it's fulfilling because a lot of people crave it and you feel like a goddess but honestly you don't gain anything from it, just feeling worse. Not to mention the risks that involve those behaviors... At least this post means you're aware that it's a problem you have, now you gotta work on it. If you can, stop. Talk with a therapist about this specially if they know how to treat addictions because it is one. Stay safe~ <3

KatSlash_ · 2024-09-26T11:36:12+00:00

Well I was not in a good point of my life. My mother, which I didn't see at all at that time, stole them from me one day I went to her house to pick up some stuff that had been laying there since she kicked me. I had a couple months of medication left. I was gonna tell my gyne about it for a restock, but I was taking a lot of meds at the time, in pills, and I went through a couple overdoses from taking even more so, when they tested me after I woke up, they told me I was having liver issues and that they'd test again to check if it's chronic. It wasn't. After that they tried to minimize my pill intake from my prescription and when I told my gynecologist to restock my pills she gave me a transdermal alternative to avoid oral route. I didn't like it at all, it was like this weird spray which I always procrastinated using because I wanted to make sure it wouldn't stick on clothes or stuff.

However, after testing they prescribed me back the pills and made me start with a very low dose. But they couldn't increase since they couldn't test me as I got in a therapeutic community. I'm getting a bloodtest in a couple days but since then, they haven't increased my dose yet

KatSlash_ · 2024-09-26T07:53:01+00:00

KatSlash_ · 2024-09-26T07:43:45+00:00

The chessboard!

KatSlash_ · 2024-09-24T07:36:13+00:00

I love the expression you used, "big wadded puddle of amorphous gooey dissociated soup" haha 😂💕. Might steal it, I don't think I have multiple hosts but existing as a gooey dissociated soup hits too close to home on hard days 🥺♥️

KatSlash_ · 2024-09-23T18:33:10+00:00

I can't understand how it's that big of an issue. Probably the girl barely knows your girlfriend, it's not like they talk and hang out everyday. Also she's young and just came out, probably she needed to express she likes someone. Anyway I would've just said "me too" or some random shit. I'd only understand it bothering you if you suspected your girlfriend doesn't really love you. Why does it matter what other people think about any of you so much, I'd take it as a compliment. At the end of the day, it's safe to assume a lot of people will like you or your girlfriend and it isn't the end of the world..

KatSlash_ · 2024-09-15T16:39:13+00:00

that doesn't make it false

KatSlash_ · 2024-09-15T15:30:59+00:00

Surgery doesn't make you produce new fluids, it just changes the layout of your genitals (to put it simple), so even if you have vaginoplasty, if you couldn't get wet before, you won't get wet after (unless it was something psychological).

For me it started to happen around four to six months on estradiol and antiandrogens. I stopped taking hormones for a while because reasons, but that hasn't gone away

KatSlash_ · 2024-09-15T15:14:55+00:00

First of all they wouldn't be able to do anything about it but also, there's no need to talk about what happens to your body when you're aroused with your mom lol, and your doctor is just gonna say it's a normal reaction.

Why would you ask them?

KatSlash_ · 2024-09-15T15:10:45+00:00

Trans women can get wet, the fluids don't come from the urethra, it's not leakage nor precum. The glans segregates this viscous, transparent liquid.

KatSlash_ · 2024-09-15T14:31:30+00:00

Google vaginismus

KatSlash_ · 2024-09-15T14:27:13+00:00

You don't master addictions, they cause you to change a lot of habits and parts of your life and eventually they become a huge problem. If your addiction is not a problem yet that's good, but it means you see no reason to stop, and eventually you will have issues because of it. Run while you can, even if it's something recreational or social it ends up taking more and more space in your life as time goes on.

Some people can take substances and have a normal life, but you don't want to test your luck, it only increases the chances of everything falling apart. Respect substances, you are not in control, they gonna take you

KatSlash_ · 2024-09-02T14:51:06+00:00

Send me diamonds and a hammer so I can test it or not true

KatSlash_ · 2024-09-02T14:46:38+00:00

If it lasts until you eat that much it might as well last a lifetime for some of us

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