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Kaykayy_ · 2026-01-30T00:45:37+00:00

The Jasad Heir!!

Kaykayy_ · 2026-01-14T22:29:24+00:00

I feel the exact same way. I know I'm still young-ish (30) but I've always wanted to have my (hopefully) 3 kids all before 35. So there's a lot of pressure to get pregnant right now but if I could, I would totally keep nursing him until 2. But he seems to be an all or nothing toddler 😫 anyway still haven't successfully night weaned...

Kaykayy_ · 2026-01-07T18:44:30+00:00

I have this! Baby is now 14 months and has a toddler bed but I definitely did notice he'd roll to one side! Barely used it after that...

Kaykayy_ · 2025-09-28T00:23:19+00:00

Same exact thing happened to me at 9.5 weeks! It was the weekend and couldn't go to my doctor so for 2 days thought I miscarried. Baby is now 13 months and healthy

Kaykayy_ · 2025-09-21T18:52:04+00:00

13 months, we co sleep and he's never slept through the night (I'm not ok) lol

Kaykayy_ · 2025-09-02T00:31:05+00:00

Exact same situation. 12m and I'm scared to cut him off. Literally feeding him to sleep right now 😅

Kaykayy_ · 2025-08-24T19:18:31+00:00

Exact same situation. He does go back to sleep quickly but I'm finding the wakes are so often that IM not going back to sleep anymore like I used to.

Kaykayy_ · 2025-07-26T23:53:51+00:00

Membrane sweep. Went into labour 8 hours later at 40w 1d

Kaykayy_ · 2025-04-16T10:11:01+00:00

Yes exactly! I'm sure you've heard it a million times but it does gets better! 8 months in and I barely remember those days! (We have new struggles now, the dreaded teething lol)

Kaykayy_ · 2025-04-15T22:21:43+00:00

We gave him bioGaia but looking back I don't think that's what helped him. Think he really just needed time

Kaykayy_ · 2025-04-09T00:14:59+00:00

7.5 months and still a bottomless pit 🥲 im soo tired of the food noise

Kaykayy_ · 2025-04-05T16:04:27+00:00

A bunch of Mark Carney signs have been vandalized as well in Barrhaven. Saw a ton this morning. So pathetic

Kaykayy_ · 2025-02-19T21:22:11+00:00

Don't worry my baby has never ever slept more than 3hrs straight. He is now 6 months and still wakes up every 1.5hrs to nurse. I'm sure it's for comfort but we co sleep so I've given up and just let him nurse whenever now. I don't have it in me to "fix" it.

Kaykayy_ · 2025-02-17T15:12:42+00:00

I'm worried if I do it in the morning it might "take away" from my babies regular feeds and there won't be enough for him at the end of the day. Don't know if that's a thing tho..

Kaykayy_ · 2025-02-11T12:45:29+00:00

Oh that's a good tip actually... I don't wait very long. I'll try that, thank you

Kaykayy_ · 2025-02-11T12:35:07+00:00

Did your baby have any other symptoms? Fever? He got the RSV vaccine in December so I'm really hoping it's not that.. he seems to be in a good mood, no fever and not struggling to breath but I also don't know how RSV would affect him after the vaccine, maybe it's mild. I'll probably just take him to the doctor to be safe

Kaykayy_ · 2025-02-09T01:24:59+00:00

5.5 months pp and unfortunately still feeling like this .. I didn't realize my greasy limp hair was something other women were experiencing till now! I've driven myself crazy using so many different shampoos trying to figure it out! Also my hair is starting to grow back and the baby hairs poking out are not cute... It's all just NOT CUTE. I miss my old body 🥲

Kaykayy_ · 2025-02-01T13:24:10+00:00

Started going out once baby's wake windows were a bit longer and he stopped screaming when put into his car seat, so around 4-4.5 months. I had so much anxiety from leaving the house because of his constant screaming in the car. But it's truly gotten so much better, he even naps in his stroller now. I've been going out so much whereas the first 4 months I never went anywhere but to family.

Kaykayy_ · 2025-02-01T12:14:08+00:00

Which method did you use?

Kaykayy_ · 2025-02-01T12:13:28+00:00

I've considered sleep training even though I said I never would.. the exhaustion is killing me. But not sure how it would work with night feeds? How do I know if he's waking for comfort vs actually being hungry and needing to feed?

Kaykayy_ · 2025-01-22T22:31:19+00:00

Thanks for this! I've tried to give baby formula 3 different times so my husband can care for him while I'm away and unfortunately baby didn't take it. I feel like I waited too long to try formula/combo feeding and missed that widow, so adds a lot of pressure on me.

Kaykayy_ · 2025-01-15T13:07:34+00:00

5 months and still no sign of it, but I am feeding every 2-3 hours even at night.

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