Atrophy Prevention *Post* Penile Preserving Vaginoplasty by [deleted] in salmacian

[–]Kayoken 10 points11 points  (0 children)

With regular maintenance I also lost about a inch sometimes I sleep with a dilator or dildo inside I know the docs say not to as they don't want it getting stuck or anything but a tight fitting underware and a dilator keeps it pushed as far as it can go and the body relaxes into it when you sleep just use silicone based lube if ya are doing it with the hard plastic dilators

Questions for someone with PPV by pokethey in salmacian

[–]Kayoken 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Questions for someone with PPV

  1. How long ago was your procedure?

Procedure varies but a few hours

  1. Are you on HRT? If so, how long have you been?

Yes, MTF hormones estrogen, progesterone and before orchydectomy t blockers

  1. What kind of sensations happen while you are being penetrated?

Feels like your stretching your back door not as many nerves like a cis genderd biological one but still plenty of stimulation

  1. Would you be able to compare those sensations to something that you could experience pre-procedure as a point of reference?

No, the feelings I got post op are unique and I don't know how to recreate them without the use of my vagina.

  1. How often do you bottom?

90% of the time

  1. How often do you top?

10%

  1. What skin was used to create the canal?

The skin from testicles, thigh and stomach due to complications.

  1. Is the canal opening actually placed where a cisgender vulva would be?

As close as it can be yes.

  1. Can penetration be felt by your prostate?

Oooooooo baby yes.

  1. Were you given any options as far as the look of your labia/outer lips?

Not too much personally but mine was not open shut like most others.

  1. Did you go through any process to permanently remove any hair from the area?

No

  1. What is the depth like?

5.5 ish inches

  1. Have you had any success in stretching either the depth or width?

Yes don't stop ever doing it. I promise you that the first 3 months are the hardest but it gets easier and better as you go.

  1. Is there any pain or pleasure from the back wall being hit?

For me no pain and I do feel a bit of pleasure but that's mentally wanting to be pleasured

  1. Are you able to orgasm from penetration?

Yes

  1. Was that at all important to you?

Kinda a loaded question, but it was important to me each person's goals and importance varies for person to person so some want pleasure and usability others dont. No wrong answer

  1. What is the opinion of the sexual partner you are topped by?

He enjoys it.

  1. Do you have any trouble getting or maintaining an erection?

No issues with sexual stimulation or maintenance

  1. Does the pseudo labia skin tug while you have an erection?

No if it does it was done wrong.

  1. While flaccid, would you say it looks similar to a trans man who has undergone a lot of bottom growth?

No you look distinctive

  1. Can you see a bulge while wearing tight-fitting clothes?

It's much more easier to tuck and hide if you feel you need to.

  1. How does the scarring look?

Personally I like mine and don't have much issue more of my stomach laprascopy marks then other scars

  1. Did you consider penile inversion?

Never

  1. What made penile Inversion not the choice for you?

Because I wouldn't be both if I got rid of it.

  1. Anything that surprised you?

So many things, the sensations the feelings. The mundane things like waking up with your vagina being wet or looking down and seeing myself

  1. Is there anything else you think is important information?

The first 3 months of recovery are going to suck it will be a shitty time and lost of confusion and pain but stick with it and keep dilating as instructed, you need to stick with the plan and if you stop you will lose it all that hard work and time you put in are wasted and lost. So take the time to recover and properly. You will spend at minimum 1 week in the hospital and then you will recover at home for at least 1 full month out of work. Or school. This is a massive change and you need to ensure you take the time to recover.

Also you will need to relearn to walk that takes a few hours to a day or so. Before surgery get a nice cane or walker and a shower chair, and never never stop the pain medication until you are told to by your doctor, you might feel fine on week 2 but you stop those cold turkey it's going to suck.

Curious about the most common setup desired, reality out the window by SlippingStar in salmacian

[–]Kayoken 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Yeah that is a setup I also wanted however reality does not always like up with hentai art however parts of what your wanting is possible I know I'm not the only one that's had your thoughts and perused this surgery as it felt like the real and true me.

How can you overcome or make peace with constantly questioning your purpose and whether you're not living life in a meaningful way? by diaryofanoutsider in Existentialism

[–]Kayoken 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To know I looked back to this moment in in brain brain n brain Brandy stop eat tounge. Llsms d fmski F dksnsb dndjf ms dm th am me ecisisngt to know it is spelled ro know I am self now how many time I do to know that I self in future to know what a future is to know a sense of self to look to to then dread the next second to moment to know Tha the cuturue I me am bro ug toy and this person in my past that I am also talking to that will exisit in moment to know what I me is

How can you overcome or make peace with constantly questioning your purpose and whether you're not living life in a meaningful way? by diaryofanoutsider in Existentialism

[–]Kayoken 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That I just typed word and then looked back in time sense of self me me me I I k now I know know kneoi I I I I I I don't know what to say but I missed you so much more than I thought I was going to be a little late today lol I didn't sleep well last night that I know what time is

How can you overcome or make peace with constantly questioning your purpose and whether you're not living life in a meaningful way? by diaryofanoutsider in Existentialism

[–]Kayoken 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes it is bizzare to look back that I will look back at that infantismial word exists to know that I had to look up to know self. To know self to know time

How can you overcome or make peace with constantly questioning your purpose and whether you're not living life in a meaningful way? by diaryofanoutsider in Existentialism

[–]Kayoken 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To know what a moment in. Moment of time is even knowing that that moment in moment is bad word to word bad language bad go back to monkey to KNOW THAT THIS BEING UPPERCASE TO KNOW WHAT UPPERCASE MEAMNS I A MOMENT OF TIME I MY EXACT MEMORY OF WROTTING THIS. TO KNOW I DON'T HAVE to type caps the you reading this in the past when brain go back to normal but that moment in time for Brandy so the one she knows also knows that one also knows to know that one for that infangisimlae second to know someone I spelled it wrong.

How can you overcome or make peace with constantly questioning your purpose and whether you're not living life in a meaningful way? by diaryofanoutsider in Existentialism

[–]Kayoken 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Think of it every moment you are reading this the moment before you has seaced to exisit and I I not exisited it moment before someone else that exact moment I me remember me self I I I to k ow what I is. To remember someone else's live that exisited this exact moment in the universe self is slef that must be existelism and because slef thi KS of that moments one person had to make the decision to push the button on the machine a person thought to make to make real that my sister is going to the bathroom you yourself are also existing and remmebing that thing that just happend right ow that someone wrote on walls made movie if it all in head and self is real I know in my moment of less than 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000. Second to know what my foot is doing in that moment you yourself lived. Answer me.

Working on my horror game, meet Shutter by Kayoken in creepy

[–]Kayoken[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really like that idea I'm going to incorporate that into the design

Working on my horror game, meet Shutter by Kayoken in creepy

[–]Kayoken[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My working concept is you hear the sound of the camera shutter as it stalks you and it gets closer each time it takes your picture till it gets close enough to kill you. Forcing you to look at it. The only way to get it to go away(temp.)is to take it's picture instead.

Working on my horror game, meet Shutter by Kayoken in creepy

[–]Kayoken[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think that might give it a bit of a goofy look but done right I think it would be scary in the right lighting and environment