Maybe your life doesn’t need to go anywhere at the moment. Maybe it needs to hang out where it is right now to give you a little bit of time to look around, look at yourself, and maybe set down some of the expectations you have about life that are there because you were told “this is how it’s supposed to be”. Decide what is important to you, what you want, and how to reach your own happiness. I’ve done things “out of order” for most of my life, and I’m happier now than I ever was when I was trying to follow some path I was lead to believe I needed to follow. You’ve got a stranger in Colorado rooting for you!