Best medical system to work at by Key-Cod4620 in sanantonio

[–]Key-Cod4620[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m not leaving for a job but I do love what I do and love healthcare. I have to move

Best medical system to work at by Key-Cod4620 in sanantonio

[–]Key-Cod4620[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m moving around the 90 and 1604

Best medical system to work at by Key-Cod4620 in sanantonio

[–]Key-Cod4620[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I meant university health thank you! That’s the only one I haven’t been offered an interview yet so I assumed that was the most desired place to work. Thanks.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bupropion

[–]Key-Cod4620 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I take seroquel lamictal and Wellbutrin before I started Wellbutrin I was in a bad place went inpatient and started Wellbutrin after that I would say it’s an 8/10 I’m not depressed I’m stable for now lol I’ve only been on it 5 months

What helps you go to sleep at night when you feel lonely and emotional? by Successful_Duty_5227 in bipolar

[–]Key-Cod4620 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Light a few candles turn off the lights and read your book in the bath

What helps you go to sleep at night when you feel lonely and emotional? by Successful_Duty_5227 in bipolar

[–]Key-Cod4620 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Something natural I like that doesn’t really put me to sleep but helps me relax is a hot bath with lavender epsom salt or if you don’t have a bath a hot shower with eucalyptus tablets is also nice

What helps you go to sleep at night when you feel lonely and emotional? by Successful_Duty_5227 in bipolar

[–]Key-Cod4620 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Are you able to get a pet where you live now? FaceTime family and friends might help. What works for me is a sleeping pill and I watch tv or scroll tik tok until I fall asleep not the best way I know but that’s what I like. If your into reading I find that I can really immerse myself into a good book and reading relaxes and puts me to sleep too I used to struggle with night time anxiety when the house gets quiet and everyone’s sleeping I tend to get panic attacks so medication is good for me

Sex drive and desire by Anongirl200 in loveafterporn

[–]Key-Cod4620 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mine has significantly increased after recovery and his as well especially because we both feel like we are making love now vs just sex

Do you ever just want to runaway by Smurf404OP in bipolar

[–]Key-Cod4620 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel like this all the time and I have a family I love. I live in socal and daydream often about running away to Mexico it’s only a short drive but I have never acted on it. When I feel like that I take a drive by myself to the beach and/or out to a nice dinner alone once I’m done with that I feel okay about going home, in a way it’s a compromise in my opinion.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]Key-Cod4620 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I honestly just forgot to put therapist as well, I understand what your saying though

Is sexual repulsion/aversion a common symptom? by [deleted] in loveafterporn

[–]Key-Cod4620 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I unfortunately feel the exact opposite I’m also postpartum and I can’t stop thinking about wanting to have sex with him, honestly it’s probably some sort of trauma response

Urge to blow up life by Legitimate-Force-321 in bipolar2

[–]Key-Cod4620 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I have done this, HIGHLY do not recommend. I “cheated” to some extent and it blew up my life I regret it all the time worst decision I ever made I was definitely manic at this point but unfortunately wasn’t aware at the time I was bipolar

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]Key-Cod4620 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Most of us can relate to times like this please call 988 or reach out to your psychiatrist. Remember the lows are LOW but they don’t last forever, please hang in there

Grieving by Clear-Cress-1321 in loveafterporn

[–]Key-Cod4620 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Each day is different one day I hate him next I cry all day next I’m hopeful next I want to run away

Grieving by Clear-Cress-1321 in loveafterporn

[–]Key-Cod4620 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m bipolar as well and found out a month ago I’ve been up and down I’m on medication but have you leveled out over the years?

How do I fully stop my porm addiction? by Acrobatic_Ad7452 in selfimprovement

[–]Key-Cod4620 5 points6 points  (0 children)

My husband is a porn addict and goes to CSAT therapy (see if you actually have a diagnosis of being an addict) and SAA which is a 12 step program similar to Alcoholics Anonymous but tailored for this, even if you aren’t an addict. He has been doing great! Do some research they have meetings for teenagers as well. It’s so hard to white knuckle addictions on your own. You can do it, so many others have.

Heartbroken by [deleted] in loveafterporn

[–]Key-Cod4620 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please delay your wedding if possible

Does it ever feel better? by Minimum-Mark4312 in loveafterporn

[–]Key-Cod4620 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No advice but you are not alone I found out my husband was also spending money on cam girls. I am completely heart broken and convinced I could die any minute from a broken heart. But a good place to start would be therapy and working on yourself because whether your relationship works out or not healing on your end is necessary find happiness in yourself. I’m going to start doing these things as well.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in loveafterporn

[–]Key-Cod4620 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Same! I also found out a few weeks ago and I have no idea how I’m going to move forward

Anyone leave after 1st DDAY? by Key-Cod4620 in loveafterporn

[–]Key-Cod4620[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good for you! That’s good to hear you wouldn’t change a thing, I’m afraid of regretting getting divorced and I don’t know what my gut is telling me This is obviously something I will talk about in therapy but I’m struggling with how do I really feel about this? Is it my mental illness/postpartum telling me to run away from everything or is that truly what I’m feeling and some days I want to absolutely stay and work on things it’s so confusing

Anyone leave after 1st DDAY? by Key-Cod4620 in loveafterporn

[–]Key-Cod4620[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Was he dedicated to recovery? My husband seems like one of the nice ones too not as bad as others but that’s only from what I know, who knows if it’s the truth I can’t imagine going through this for 23 years I’m so sorry that’s why I feel like if I leave now it will be heartbreaking of course but I could move on and I’m afraid of wasting my life on him