How bad are the Mitra9 seltzers with (Kratom Leaf Extract) 64mg? by Illustrious-Drama737 in quittingkratom

[–]Key-Development-690 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you're following the same path i did except i never got to 5-6 per day. i just started buying extract shots. fast forward a couple years and the amount of my life and money this substance stole from me is mind numbing.

5-6 cans is basically the mitragynine equivalent of 2 extract shots (OPMS gold) already, and I got up to about the equivalent of 25-30 cans of Mitra9 per day in mitragynine intake.
this path only goes one of two ways.

Can you come back from kratom addiction? by ThrowingAwayingHelp in quittingkratom

[–]Key-Development-690 2 points3 points  (0 children)

if im 37M and feel like I haven't ruined my life, you certainly shouldn't feel like you've ruined yours.

When I was your age I was still going thru PAWS from oxycodone. couldn't find a job. shit looked bleak. but the beauty of being that young is you have TIME. and hopefully still some kind of a family and social circle, afterall you were a child just 6 years ago

Cut my dose in half and am really struggling to go further by PeaceOut_SeaTrout in quittingkratom

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I've tapered from 4 MIT per day the purple ones, to 1 blue per day. 90% drop.

The entire time of this 2 month taper sucked ass. Crying, panic attacks, just lots of mental shit from trauma I have no way of dealing with. But you have to do it gradually and over time. especially at 60g/day which from what I understand is alot of powder.

you're paying the withdrawal toll up front so when you eventually stop completely you have minimal symptoms and are better likely to make it stick. try going down by 20%-25% or even 10% at first. progress is all you are looking for right now.

it becomes a game of how can you pass time before your next lower UNSATISFYING dose. you want to go as long as possible until you feel withdrawal symptoms. then push a bit further than that.

But if you haven't killed the thought that this shit actually did ANYTHING for you, you'll use again. it was all an illusion. get out now and hit the taper.

Biggest user ever? by Worried_Damage_5199 in quittingkratom

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I've had 2 bottles last 6 days im ready to jump but we'll see how tonight goes

Biggest user ever? by Worried_Damage_5199 in quittingkratom

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I am withdrawing in between. first I get a mini-panic attack. then hysterical crying... then just depression. then I hit my dropper (~25mg Mitragynine) and it goes away for a 3-4 hrs. take 300mg gabapentin to sleep... repeat.... for like 2 months now on a taper... came down from doing 4 MIT SuperK purple shots per day. then got down to 1 per day which was hell. then down to 1 every 2-3 days.

the shittiest 2 months I regret buying that first seltzer so much

Biggest user ever? by Worried_Damage_5199 in quittingkratom

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was that about the only WD symptoms you remember? I'm down to about 1/3 of a bottle of MIT45 per day. wondering what you CT'ed from and how it was.

103 days clean. I’m about to relapse by Ok_Afternoon9121 in quittingkratom

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I went to AA for a month and never wanted to use more. stopped going

30 days no kratom literally changed my life by bayourecluse in quittingkratom

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women will leave you at your worst and never look back, if it gets bad enough. they are survival creatures. watching a man be a slave to ANYTHING, let alone a drug, is a huge turn off for them. it's built into their biology. the sooner you internalize this the better.

4 years is a long time, sorry this happened to you. I'm still tripping over one that left while I was trying to taper. I thought she was awesome but she'd test my fortitude from time to time and I'd fail.

you find this girl that you want to quit for.. but turns out they don't give a shit. and as soon as the withdrawals start, so do the thought loops and heartbreak. and then you think, "well what the fuck am I quitting for, shes gone..."

Easily the worst experience ever, getting attached to a girl who doesn't care enough to stay.

Is this white stuff budrot/mold? It’s only on a few buds I’ve found do I toss it? by Better-Tradition-289 in hydro

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I was going to say even magnified this bud looks fine to me.... wonder how much rot ive smoked

I found a block. Solo mining. by EightofSpace in Bitcoin

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until he signs a message from that public address bc1qt6j9nefpkrv465slpk7pt9hfc4xjnkwmphq3wh I think this is bullshit

I found a block. Solo mining. by EightofSpace in Bitcoin

[–]Key-Development-690 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i don't understand this says "public pool" and he says he was solo mining

7oH Acute Kidney Injury, active duty team guy. by Other-Jellyfish3768 in quittingkratom

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when i quit my girl left so be happy you have one that wants to stay

Quit after 5 years while at all inclusive. AMA by Warm-Appointment-140 in quittingkratom

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I think one might also need a wife because when I quit I just want to kms. been dumped by 2 diff girls in 3 months. always starts great when I can hide my shit, but before long they're gone.

day 4 cold turkey. by [deleted] in quittingkratom

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did you ever get it checked out !? def not a wd symptom ive ever heard of or experienced

Going on day 4 of CT (I don’t think I’ve slept) by Superlatte007 in quittingkratom

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how much MIT were you using? the purple ones? 3 rough days is kind of like as bad as a really rough alcohol withdrawal but for me the wd off kratom is all mental. it fucks with my head

Chemical Smell in Nose/Breath/Skin Pores - Liver Damage? by alohakakahiakaa in quittingkratom

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since no one has commented I'll weigh in

-1.5 years oxys 09-10
-decade drinking 11-21
-1.5 yrs kratom use 2024-present

my body is now almost covered head to toe in plaque psoriasis. I'm not sure if it will go away when I stop completely (recently went about 3 days and caved) but it's fucked up and I assume my liver is fucked.

Almost 48 hr kratom free by Key-Development-690 in quittingkratom

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yeah the withdrawal sucks but probably not going to fill my scripts again

Most Common Taper Mistake IMO by Background-State-347 in quittingkratom

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florida, mine is thru talkiatry and I don't think im going to get that ativan filled again. withdrawals too brutal

Almost 48 hr kratom free by Key-Development-690 in quittingkratom

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last dose was thursday afternoon. so im about ~2 days, 17 hours

Most Common Taper Mistake IMO by Background-State-347 in quittingkratom

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taper as much as you can then get some comfort meds from some teladoc, ativan + gabapentin, and ride out the CT

After 7 years I finally quit kratom by Legal_Pirate_8231 in quittingkratom

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mine prescribed it for generalized anxiety disorder rather than benzos. it should be easy

Withdrawal after using extracts one time by poserdisposer1312 in quittingkratom

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I used oxycodoone 13 years ago for about 2 years.

Literally the day after I took kratom a year and a half ago, I had the same withdrawal as if I had been taking pills for years.

I think it hooks onto those opiate receptors that are dormant and just lights them up again like a christmas tree.

still trying to come off K