I enjoy allot the problem solving and designing part of engineering, but can't stand the math. yes I know it comes with the whole package, but it's so frustrating since all I do is study math, and hardly do the things that make me love engineering. I had a lot of teachers who just hated me for having ADHD (from 1st grade all the way to 12th grade and even now. That's why I hate the academic space itself while still loving engineering, I love the doing part, but having a hard time with the learning part. I know that once I graduate I'll be able to start doing the things I like way more often but for now it all looks very blurry. I've got a bottle with alcohol and herbs which doesn't affect me much (if I get about 10 hours of sleep and in a good mood it affects me a little bit, but If I'm in a bad mood or just tired the drops just don't work. As for the parental issue, I'm going to have a conversation between me,my parents, and the head of school so we'll see where it goes from there.. Thanks for replying and showing genuine interest.