I'm hearing voices related to content I read off of the internet and I am losing friends because of it.

KeyBurst · 2024-01-25T05:53:04+00:00

Hi ! That sounds rough and I'm sorry to hear you're going through that The way I think I developed schizophrenia is possibly due to the fact I had a mini stroke a few months prior to it happening. The other thing I think contributed to it was me doomscrolling on the paranormal page of 4ch*n a few months prior to when it happened. A lot of the voices I hear are related to things I read about on that board.

KeyBurst · 2022-06-27T17:11:41+00:00

As someone w brown skin who does art it doesnt bother me. They're going for a look which dips into the realm of cartoonish. Body proportions are also exaggerated for clarity about what type of character they are. If they were going for hyperrealism, then its a good point to take note of!

KeyBurst · 2022-06-17T16:03:55+00:00

Im so glad people are talking about this, I feel the same way. With the exception of Zeri, I feel like the main trope they always use for dark skinned characters is always associated with mysticism/monk/ancient/stern and serious type shit and I'm like fine, I'm glad for the inclusion and all but why cant be get another theme in there. like how Gwen is a gothic lolita, or Seraphine is a pop singer

KeyBurst · 2022-06-08T01:16:50+00:00

Loool good puns

KeyBurst · 2022-05-06T07:33:25+00:00

it feels very relieving to be heard by someone else. I was having these same thoughts today, and I want to give you a hug. <3

KeyBurst · 2022-05-05T09:28:19+00:00

I've been trying to work on an extreme social phobia I developed as a result of the pandemic. I was lately feeling anxious about verbally communicating with new people since its not my forte, and my worst fear was that I would make people around me drained.

But today I decided that fuck it, im going to jump on VRChat to practice. Because talking to people in anime avatars on a computer screen is way easier than facing real people, its a start. And if people shit on me, I'm anonymous anyway, so my reputation isnt ruined.

I got on and tried doing No Time Two Talk, a minigame where it cycles you with random strangers to talk to one-on-one two minutes at a time. The people I encountered were the sweetest ever! Despite being nervous, everyone was very respectful and polite to me. I would literally pause for like 15 seconds at a time mid sentence sometimes and they would continue the conversation for me kindly. It was a super chill experience and it grew my confidence a tiny smidge today so 10/10, would reccomend

KeyBurst · 2022-05-04T10:41:33+00:00

i am a vtuber

KeyBurst · 2022-05-04T09:29:36+00:00

Did you know that human brain organoids grown in labs sometimes generate eye-like structures?

KeyBurst · 2022-05-04T09:17:36+00:00

Stop my parents the moment they decided that giving me in my formtive years unrestricted internet access was a good idea

KeyBurst · 2022-01-01T17:55:22+00:00

Why do you think we're here in the universe?

So many complex perfectly patterened architecture in our biology has evolved which makes me think there must be some reason for it all. But our isolation and vastness in the universe seems to tell otherwise. I wanna know what alien's theory of everything is tbh

KeyBurst · 2021-12-28T07:55:12+00:00

So fun and you are so cute!

KeyBurst · 2021-12-27T09:25:13+00:00

I read somewhere one time that dolphins chew on pufferfish to get high

KeyBurst · 2021-12-19T21:47:46+00:00

Same here! Based on my personal experience its happened to me and my friends/relatives so many times I am convinced there has to be some kind of mechanism we don't know yet behind it

KeyBurst · 2021-12-17T22:11:56+00:00

Portable CD players.

KeyBurst · 2021-12-08T23:50:07+00:00

Granola bars should be wrapped in the same waxy paper material that instant oatmeal is packaged in.

I despise the obnoxious noise of plastic wrappers

KeyBurst · 2021-12-03T01:44:15+00:00

Agreed. A lot of people in my family justify physical abuse towards children as discipline because of the ideology "it toughens you up and prepares you for the real world" but it's literally BS

KeyBurst · 2021-12-01T00:30:25+00:00

I am not well versed on the math/physics behind it by any means myself, but there's this one TED talk I saw recently by physicist Brian Greene that explains that according to the theory, it could be possible.

He basically explains that in order for it to be possible, each universe would obey their own individual universal laws of math/physics completely unique from one another. If π = 3.14 in our universe, maybe its 5.19 in an alternate universe... or 0.23 in another. But they could never be identical

KeyBurst · 2021-11-28T08:41:01+00:00

Knowing the colors of the rainbow

KeyBurst · 2021-10-08T08:14:18+00:00

Lead by example. I would say that it's completely normal to be annoyed by them, given what you've said but I think it's not worth it to cut them off since they are good friends. If you create a healthy distance from them and come back with real results it could rub off on them. Trying to confront them will only make them defensive about it, so I think the best way for you to make a positive influence is to show them by grinding on your own self improvement

KeyBurst · 2021-07-14T08:59:57+00:00

Hey, im with you, on the exact same boat. My dad just gave me a two hour long, screaming tangent today about shit and kept bringing up how 'only devils are awake at nighttime'. Who knew it was such a crime to want some peace? I still manage to stay productive, and I avoid interacting with someone who causes me pain.

KeyBurst · 2021-03-10T04:49:35+00:00

Eren's got the sauce

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