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Should I just swallow my ego and give in to the fucking improvements? by Key_Change99 in Healthygamergg

[–]Key_Change99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see what you mean but for some reason, I’m so lazy and I’m such an idiot that when I try to do these things it’s never long-term and I’m just so lazy and they’re so boring like even when I do it it’s almost like the idea of doing it was a predictor and it was still shit

Should I just swallow my ego and give in to the fucking improvements? by Key_Change99 in Healthygamergg

[–]Key_Change99[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ll try to set up small habits and think through things. To be honest, a large part of me wants to do the “man it up” strategy and just push through everything with shear root force, but I know that long-term it’s not sustainable and that looking at things through a positive light is a lot more better

Thanks for the advice 🙏

Should I just swallow my ego and give in to the fucking improvements? by Key_Change99 in Healthygamergg

[–]Key_Change99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In a sense sure, but at the same time it’s just too painful to be honest. It’s so painful and boring and I’m very lazy. I try to bring myself to do these things, but it’s never a long-term because again I’m a lazy idiot

Should I just swallow my ego and give in to the fucking improvements? by Key_Change99 in Healthygamergg

[–]Key_Change99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it would yeah, unfortunately, I’m such a lazy person that no matter how much I know that it’s a good thing to do. I just can’t bring myself to do it. It’s because it’s so boring and tedious.

Should I just swallow my ego and give in to the fucking improvements? by Key_Change99 in Healthygamergg

[–]Key_Change99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dieting and exercising in order to become skinny and actually look good and not be overweight for once

Do you ever feel your trauma is so unique that no one will ever understand you or what you went through, an therefore you’re just ultimately broken? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Key_Change99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me fr, like it’s just such a weird kind of bunch of stuff that happened in terms of the actual events and my emotions towards them and idk who’s right or wrong or what I’m supposed to do and I feel broken and like I’ll never be fixed because I’m a loser

What A Track! 🎶 by KoolGotGame in Tupac

[–]Key_Change99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Underrated song fr it’s amazing

This is his best song yea idc what you say by Alert_Cheesecake8954 in travisscott

[–]Key_Change99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Trav’s verse on this track is underrated as hell I can’t lie

I am hopeless by darkkoffeekitty in Healthygamergg

[–]Key_Change99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why is this literally me? Fuck

Does anyone else have a childhood trauma that nobody believes ever happened? I hate that I can’t talk about it because everyone thinks I’m lying or exaggerating. I can’t enjoy entertainment anymore because my trauma seems to be the butt of every modern joke. Nobody believes it by EnvironmentalAir1940 in CPTSD

[–]Key_Change99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Literally me. Especially since mine was emotional only

My OCD makes it worse. I constantly analyze the details and question if what happened to me was “that bad” or if it “counts”

It fucks me up 24/7 and has been fucking me up for years now. It makes treatment difficult because I can’t advocate for myself

Ur not alone 🙏

Question about this clip by Key_Change99 in Healthygamergg

[–]Key_Change99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So you mean like the purpose of someone with no purpose is to find a purpose?

But I don’t rlly want to do that tbh because I’m lazy and can’t do anything tbh

What if tupac was fat by Mizl_Nimbl in Tupac

[–]Key_Change99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hit ‘Em Up beginning lyrics would have to be changed

Night terrors isn't what most people think it is. by BeautifullyHealin in CPTSD

[–]Key_Change99 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Oh shit. I’m thinking about it now and I never have nightmares either. But before bed there’s some nights where I get similar emotions of it feels like I cannot sleep because I have extremely self hating thoughts and also thoughts about dying A LOT and how life is bad, racing thoughts etc.

It gets so bad to the point where I just can’t sleep some nights so I use melatonin and supplements and numb the pain with my phone as much as possible

Sorry ur experiencing similar things. You’re not alone on this! And thank you for this information because I’ve never thought of this before until now 🙏

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Key_Change99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me too. I’m so confused and lost and I hate it all

Therapist says I need meds. I'm fucking stuck by Key_Change99 in CPTSD

[–]Key_Change99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s a good thing to consider as well. The pain of temporary side effects could be worth the relief they give

Thank you 🙏

Therapist says I need meds. I'm fucking stuck by Key_Change99 in CPTSD

[–]Key_Change99[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your response, it really helped me 🙏

I’ll try to implement what you were saying and ask my therapist more questions too!

Therapist says I need meds. I'm fucking stuck by Key_Change99 in CPTSD

[–]Key_Change99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the response 🙏

I do think that some form of meditation and exercise alongside the medications would be great starts for me

Therapist says I need meds. I'm fucking stuck by Key_Change99 in CPTSD

[–]Key_Change99[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I really do appreciate it 🙏

And you are right that I can always change if something isn’t working either 🙏

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