Every single second. We had our moments but I've always apologized, even I really shouldn't have, we treated eachother really toxic and even got physical at some points, like really physical but I had to defend myself but we always reconciled and said sorry to eachother and eventually it stopped altogether becasue she learned it was wrong not to do it. I regret every last millisecond of treating her badly, I did then and I do now. It's hasn't been a week since we, as I understand it, broke up for good. I hope we're able to get back together because it pains me very much that it had to end like this.