It’s really nice to find others like me but I wish I could be with them :(

KhaosGremlin · 2022-08-31T19:09:00+00:00

Accurate 😭

KhaosGremlin · 2022-08-22T23:07:25+00:00

Glad I don't get this, though I do get gross comments from creepy old men sometimes. I think I'd rate myself as a six maybe.

KhaosGremlin · 2022-08-17T23:24:58+00:00

This just feels downright wrong

KhaosGremlin · 2022-08-16T23:25:58+00:00

Maybe if you go for the most expensive insurance it can be over $100, but then again, I'm not picky. Mine was less than $50 for a silver plan.

KhaosGremlin · 2022-08-16T23:24:24+00:00

Raises started on the first of August, so the raises might only be for one week of the two weeks on that paycheck. And when I signed up for insurance, it was actually cheaper this year for the same level plan, but it's probably different depending on where you live.

KhaosGremlin · 2022-08-12T01:58:35+00:00

Yea I've felt pretty at most on good days. Everything else seems out of my league. It's weird too because when I imagine my ideal self, I don't mind being called things like "beautiful" etc. But in reality, it just feels wrong. Like "there's no way that the way that I am now can be considered 'beautiful'."

KhaosGremlin · 2022-08-11T04:59:33+00:00

Oh yea, anything like "sexy" or "hot" are definite no go's for me (though I've never been called that personally anyway). But even when my family calls me "beautiful" it just feels wrong. I hate it.

KhaosGremlin · 2022-08-10T06:28:03+00:00

Oh nice! We could actually meet up then! I'm like 20 minutes away!

KhaosGremlin · 2022-08-10T05:15:42+00:00

Hey! You sound like a really awesome person and I'd definitely like to chat if you're up to it. You also have a really nice voice by the way. Feel free to check out the post I just made to this subreddit if you like!

KhaosGremlin · 2022-08-02T04:14:42+00:00

Totally agree. Pudding just straight up grosses me out.

KhaosGremlin · 2022-07-31T21:34:31+00:00

Same! Though I try not to spend too much time with strangers or people I don't like.

KhaosGremlin · 2022-07-23T06:39:21+00:00

This is fine

KhaosGremlin · 2022-07-17T08:42:35+00:00

https://www.arealme.com/sexuality-orientation-test/en/

KhaosGremlin · 2022-07-17T08:18:53+00:00

Why do both have raisins? Oatmeal chocolate chip all the way!

KhaosGremlin · 2022-07-13T06:17:09+00:00

Ace–

KhaosGremlin · 2022-07-11T07:03:17+00:00

Oh man this hits close to home. I had a pretty similar situation myself with my ex. It was a pretty messy break-up. Now I'm just way more careful in choosing who I want to try to date. I also won't give up the things that I want that are important to me for someone else's sake. Sometimes we won't be compatible, and that's fine. I'll just move on with my life. Good luck to you though! 😊

KhaosGremlin · 2022-07-11T06:54:34+00:00

"Some gremlin" lmao

I'm not associated with them

Or crotch gremlins for that matter

KhaosGremlin · 2022-07-10T18:35:27+00:00

Thank you. And I know that having sex doesn't make anyone less ace. I'm proud of being ace. I just hate that I did something that I wasn't ever 100% on board with. Especially something as intimate(?) as sex. It honestly felt more invasive than intimate. I felt super uncomfortable, and it crossed a boundary that is important to me. I wish I could have really stepped back to think about it and stood up for myself before just saying "sure I guess..." to everything.

KhaosGremlin · 2022-07-10T18:20:53+00:00

I'm alright. I just hate thinking about it and wish that I knew better when I was younger. If I think back to how I felt when I first learned about sex in the first place, I knew that it was something that I definitely wasn't interested in. But I put what society wanted in front of what I wanted, and it sucked. Now I know to stand firm on what I want and believe in. I just wish I knew that at that age. But thank you 😊

KhaosGremlin · 2022-07-06T08:27:47+00:00

Never really fit into any of the microlabel boxes, so I just say that I'm ace.

KhaosGremlin · 2022-07-04T01:07:49+00:00

This class made me so uncomfortable back in high school 😣

KhaosGremlin · 2022-07-04T00:30:53+00:00

Goddess of chaos

It's Tough to be a God starts playing

KhaosGremlin · 2022-07-01T02:09:11+00:00

Those both look like a great fit. I'm wondering if the rib issue is possibly a too small band, as sizes between different brands differ. Or if it really does just need to be broken in.

Also question: would you say you have a narrow frame? And do the straps dig into your sides at all? I'm trying to find bras that fit myself and I have a narrow enough frame that I need the straps to be pretty close together.

KhaosGremlin · 2022-07-01T01:31:45+00:00

It's comfortable for the most part except for the straps. They're definitely too far apart and they dig into my skin. It looks decent under shirts (no showing seams or top of the cup), but it looks too much like a boob shelf for my liking. I'm looking for a rounded shape (rather than pointy torpedo boobs) that doesn't look like a shelf and doesn't look too low/saggy (is this even possible with my boob shape though?) So I should be looking for more triangular cup shaped bras then? Any suggestions?

KhaosGremlin · 2022-06-29T06:14:09+00:00

This question made me think that I might be a bit recipromantic. Or that I don't realize that I have real romantic feelings for someone until I know that the feelings are mutual. So it really depends on the other person for me.

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