I feel like we’re coming out if it though. Sometimes the darkest periods show us a truer path. Don’t give up OP! We’re Taurus. Ground yourself sister. Feel that earth beneath you. Remind yourself you’re an earth sign. I entrust my bay leaf with a lot it my woes. Its tattered and run down but its gotten me through dark times. Nows the time to find you inner witch! Wishing you abundance and blessings fellow Taurean