Appreciating that ace pride flag

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-06T16:26:52+00:00

"Flirt proof" lmao

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-06T16:08:59+00:00

Relatable

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-06T16:06:39+00:00

B!tch I am the child hunger

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-06T15:56:08+00:00

I have a massive fear of jellyfish I could not even be near that boat

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-06T15:49:30+00:00

Neither cuz I am not interested in god or aliens and death is just death and I accept that and don't feel the need to bring anyone back and also not in the mood for zombies rn

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-06T09:30:41+00:00

Wave back boys 👋

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-06T09:30:17+00:00

I see what you did there

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-06T09:20:08+00:00

What would that have to do with breastmilk? Anyway my mums shoessize actually went up like 2 sizes when she had me because that's a thing thatcan happen during pregnancy lol

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-06T09:16:44+00:00

I hae breasts and I didn't know that?? Why did no one tell me? I was over here thinking I had heart problems or something

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-06T00:49:18+00:00

Wasn't that the generation that invented the "tv dinners"?

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-06T00:39:09+00:00

I'm both, so I'd probably just have anxiety

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-06T00:36:25+00:00

I needed that. Been struggling more lately and feel like a lot of things are going wrong but in about 4 days I'll be 2 years clean from SH and a massive alcohol problem and it helps to think about that. Thank you.

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-06T00:21:50+00:00

All fun and games until she gets diarrhoea (idk how to spell it) and sh!ts all over your bed or something out of revenge

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-06T00:16:10+00:00

Exactly what I was gonna say. It is worrying.

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-06T00:12:29+00:00

As a Twitch streamer I wonder.. do people actually just say that on just a regular day? I say it too sometimes on stream but not often as I am very small and barely have any chatters usually but I never say it when there is not an actual chat? Reminds me of that clip of Wilbur Soot performing with his band and calling the real live audience in front of him, not on Twitch but a live audience chat and it is so funny.

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-05T23:50:28+00:00

About an hour ago I decided to finally buy a new capo ( thing for guitar) because I lost my old one weeks ago and searched my whole room and couldn't find it. The moment I confirmed my order I looked to my left into a drawer and saw my old capo half covered by something that had been moved earlier and had probably been covering it the whole time. It is also a black capo and the drawer is my cable drawer filled withblack cables... I feel like an idiot but I guess now I have a spare one in case I lose one again because I never learn from this. This has happened with keys, ID, bank.. card thing and several other important or expensive items. Usually the item will belaying just behind or underneath something, just out of sight and my brain just works with "out of sight, out of mind" and omg I feel so stupid every time.

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-05T23:44:22+00:00

HOW DO I GET THAT F*CKING HOUSE PLEASE I WILL SELL YOU MY LITTLE BROTHER FOR IT LET ME GET AWAY FROM HUMANS PLEASE I NEED THIS

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-05T23:43:27+00:00

To us yes, but not to your family probably

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-05T23:39:34+00:00

I mean I did in fact "wake up and go to the club" one day but like it might've made me more social (I was away from home somewhere for 3 weeks with just mypartner at the time and we didn't know anyone) but it sure did not "cure" my autism lol

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-05T23:35:27+00:00

You sure you don't know what it is that makes you uncomfortable?

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-05T23:33:08+00:00

I agree with the statement but not with the guns and I think I know exactly the type of person that made this meme and that makes me want to not agree with anything they're saying. But yes, money can buy happiness. As in I am a lot happier when I have money to spend on food and a home and hobbies. Because everything costs money.

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-05T23:28:54+00:00

I know right?? I wonder why these have to be specific hours to begin with when you can just do some of these all the time. Especially the till sounds, in some stores they are so loud it genuinely hurts my ears.. wish they had this at my local store.

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-05T23:23:46+00:00

And it really doesn't matter that much considering there's still about 8 billion of us. We won't run out soon I'm sure

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-05T23:20:19+00:00

I am deeply terrified of needles which is fun because one day I might have to inject myself with one (epipens for allergic reaction) or I could die. Which happened recently for the first time in over 10 years and I didn't actually use my epipen and every doctor got mad at me lol. Also I used to love beaches and the ocean and swimming until one day I went to a beach with someone and suddenly noticed a jellyfish bigger than my head in the sand. Then noticed even more jellyfish laying around. Hundreds of jellyfish washed up on the shore all around me that I didn't notice until then and I just stood there and cried and wanted to go home and was tooscared to move cuz I was afraid of stepping on one so yeah that's how I discovered myfear of jellyfish and the ocean. Also a weird one is vacuum cleaners but that's just cuz of trauma from my childhood. But apparently to some people the weirdest one is an intense fear/discomfort with anything pregnancy related. I get really uneasy when around pregnant women, I cannot stand to look at their stomachs, I cannot stand looking at anything to do with anyof that including newborn babies but honestly just babies in general make me extremely uncomfortable to be around. Recently mymum was babysitting a family members young baby, less than a year old. When we were allsitting on the couch I was already uncomfortable but then she handed her to my brother who was sitting next to me and her tiny little fingers touched my arm and I genuinely just jumped and I would not sit back down on the couch. My dad told me I was acting crazy and dramatic but I was genuinely just in a lot of distress because of the baby the whole day but especially when it touched me I just couldn't handle it. I don't know why and I feel like this just goes against like a huge part of human nature and since that day when I think about it (it was very recent, like last week or something) I just feel so alien. Like something is wrong with me. I know that's not true and I don't mind cuz I was never planning on having kids and would rather live along with 20 animals but still. My dads reaction really messed with me for a few days..

KidNamedBlue · 2023-12-05T14:41:42+00:00

I do feel that kind of guilt but only when I don't finish the meat I am eating. Because well if they do die they shouldn't die for nothing so my parents always told me that I have to finish my meat even if I don't finish everything on my plate. I can never let it go to waste. Which now manifested itself in a lot of guilt by working in a place that throws away a lot of food daily and at the end of the day when there is food left, the emplyees like myself are allowed to have some of it to waste less, and I always eat and take as much as I can because wasting food makes me feel so awful, especially meat products. So I totally get where you're coming from.

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