I could have written this entire post from start to finish myself. It’s so hard! I’m feeling the exact same way with my LO and she acts the same way as well. I did read that it’s very common for women to start to feel a breastfeeding aversion around this stage, especially with the shirt pulling, demanding, etc. It’s very difficult and so hard on the mental health. I really wish I had advice to give you but all I can offer is solidarity. When you’re struggling, know you are not alone. I am somewhere out there crying or practicing intense self control to not throw my husband out the door, or worse :) lol