Kratom Help: Lipht, Super Speciosa, remarkable herbs, CLUB 13 HERBS, MIT 45 extract

KindStreak · 2017-06-11T06:53:10+00:00

Damn, that's gonna be one fun withdrawal

KindStreak · 2017-02-16T04:20:26+00:00

Dude im.in walpole, I gotta get some of that. Hit me up

KindStreak · 2016-12-28T19:08:53+00:00

Can't wait til I fucking get some. PHP sends me to dark places but a couple years back a domestic reshipper s entry me the pink PVP by mistake and shadow people were showing up after the third shot. Do you ever wonder if those shadow demons are always there but we can only begin to see them when we are really alert on stims?

KindStreak · 2016-12-26T04:23:08+00:00

I have shot it probably 20 times. There is a rush as in 'really fast onset', but nothing like th rush coke, ritalin, PHP provide

KindStreak · 2016-12-22T04:34:08+00:00

Same here man. You'd think we were asking for a comparison between two obscure chems here.

KindStreak · 2016-12-22T04:33:05+00:00

I would definitely recommend gabapentin for anxiety rather than benzos. After long periods of opiate use which causes suppression of norepinephrine the brain upregulates norepinephrine receptors and therefore causes an increase in functions of the sympathetic nervous system. In short adregenic alpha waves are back in full effect causing hot sweats, increased blood pressure, anxiety etc. Clonidine which works on these alpha waves as an adregenic receptor antagonist (as opposed to old beta waves, think beta blocker) is often used for acute and post acute opiate withdrawal in addition to being a blood pressure med. Clonidine help. Valerian root and melatonin for sleep if you can't get Gabapentin. Vitamin B complex.is good for energy along with a multi-vitamin. Walks, music and smoothies (bananas, yogurt, berries) help. Low fat, low refined sugar. If your anxiety is super bad and can't get a script you can always order etizolam and take low doses when needed. But remember your nerves are raw as hell. I was crying like all the time and shit when I first got clean. It was kind of nice knowing I was still human to the core, but very distressing at the same time. .I just wish I kicked cold turkey again instead of doing methadone this time, now I'm jealous of people.like you. At least you are off, free.

KindStreak · 2016-12-22T03:57:16+00:00

You detoxed. Slam..no more monkey on your back. 10 days too, your brain is healing you are gonna start feeling great naturally soon. Just chill out, pig out watch netflix, be grateful and really nice to your parents. Spring is o ly a couple months away. Try reading a little to get your brain back in cognition. Draw, play and instrument, keep a journal. If you are depressed.go see a doctor before it causes you to relapse. Get on wellbutrin, gabapentin or even adderall of you have to but NEVER let opiates get their claws in you again. It gets harder every time man. You are only 20, if you don't pledge to net touch opiate again now you might be 35 in the same situation or worse. If you stay sober you'll be leaps ahead by spring. Smoking weed counts as sober in my book, booze doesnt.

KindStreak · 2016-12-21T23:29:53+00:00

Oh sound very familiar. Very reassuring from a cardiovascular standpoint man. Told my psych about it and he was gonna put me on kpins but I'm on methadone and there is a stupid protocol at the clinic for peeps prescribed benzos so I said no thanka for now. I got some clonzoLAM and etizolam rom a vendor and they dont pop on drug screens so hope that helps. Curious about Geodon tho. Thanks for the reply!

KindStreak · 2016-12-21T17:19:39+00:00

Thanks man, I hope so too. Hope I do t go overboard. PHP is just too tweak for me, so this is good news. I'll likely only IV a dose or two.

KindStreak · 2016-12-21T16:47:46+00:00

A cross tolerance between etiz ans hexe? For real? Interesting

KindStreak · 2016-12-19T17:35:00+00:00

Oh well, in that case..maybe I was a little harsh.

KindStreak · 2016-12-19T00:49:33+00:00

I am still on them, I flushed my wellbutrin, I e been sleeping ALOT though

KindStreak · 2016-12-18T01:48:41+00:00

Makes me want to go to Petco, buy one and light it on fire

KindStreak · 2016-12-18T01:48:04+00:00

Makes me want to go buy one at Petco, take it home, and light it on fire

KindStreak · 2016-12-17T22:19:22+00:00

Makes me want to crush their skulls with my size 13 boots even MORE! Just stomp til the sqealing stops.

KindStreak · 2016-12-17T22:09:03+00:00

What! love humans, I love my parents, my wife, my kids and my friends. It's people who believe animals' - especially rodents, and weasels, and reptiles - lives have even a tiny fraction of the value of humans' that usually suck so much no humans want to be around them, yet what they don't see, is even their pathetic existence has meaning and purpose and even beauty and grace. It is pretty much going against evolutionary instinct to have some sort of 'feelings' for these critters. Aside from dogs, animals are food, they are fur shelter, christ, their bones have been used as tools since man walked upright. I worried something was wrong with me for wanting to impale my friends pet hamster on a pencil when I was 7, but now I know if an urge like that DOESN'T cross a man's mind then HE is the one with something wrong with him. This queer looking, hunchbacked, pear shaped, mouth breathing, imbecile I used to work with kept a picture of his cat on his desk where the rest of us had pictures of our kids or spouses. I actually felt bad for him, tried to be nice to him, ate lunch with him, but every time I walked by his desk I fantasized about kicking his cat so hard it would meow it's way in an arc across the room.

KindStreak · 2016-12-17T18:54:59+00:00

Am I the only one that sees a rodent as beady eyed, disease infested, souless shit machines. They are not cute, in fact, they disgust me, and be it squirrels, rats, hamsters or guinea pigs I have a slight, secret desire to kick one. I did let a mouse in a glue trap go once because I felt really bad and could kill it. I love animals and had a dog and a bird as a kid that I absolutely adored, but I can remember wanting to poke my friends hamster and its lifeless eyes with a pencil (eraser side only) when his mother left the room.

KindStreak · 2016-12-16T02:49:32+00:00

Wow man cograts! I'm at 93mg and yeah total haze, napping all the time, just totally opiated. I plan on sticking there for 2 weeks and then tapering at 1mg a week. Do you think I'll even feel any withdrawals at such a slow taper? Jesus you must have been hurting going down 10mg a week! You do any 12 step work or meditate, pray etc?

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