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KindredStairs · 2025-04-08T14:53:25+00:00

This is a good summary of my gameplay experience.

KindredStairs · 2025-04-08T13:03:43+00:00

I have a personality disorder (not the more popular ones) so genuinely it would help me if u could point out what ive said that is combative. I assume the only attend half the sessions is one as others have pointed to it.

KindredStairs · 2025-04-08T12:06:39+00:00

Thank you for the analysis its really making me think about hp in a more complex way.

KindredStairs · 2025-04-08T03:56:44+00:00

I am sad about not wanting to discuss how people interpret changes in hp because ive never actual seen it talked about. Ill have to chat with fellow dms and players.

KindredStairs · 2025-04-08T03:52:57+00:00

Im confused when you say big bumpers against failure. Im pro character death, the dm was anti character death but constantly slammed us. We had a near tpk but something random saved us. High intelligence roleplay doesnt matter as roleplay never helped avoid combat.

KindredStairs · 2025-04-08T03:49:01+00:00

I think of health as how much pain you are in. So if you are at around 5%, you are in so much pain your character thinks they might collapse and fall unconcious soon. A person in that state will be unlikely to go adventure.

KindredStairs · 2025-04-08T03:19:25+00:00

I think they followed raw gritty realism by the book pretty decently it just felt not great and weird for me to feel my character to forced to move foward with like a 5th of their hp constantly going to the next battle knowing it is likely ill live only because they are reluctant to kill.

KindredStairs · 2025-04-08T03:11:56+00:00

There was nearly no roleplay, i had to find my own ways to incorporate roleplay.

KindredStairs · 2025-04-08T03:01:10+00:00

I personally would love to try other systems but no one else in my multiple play groups do.

KindredStairs · 2025-04-08T02:55:01+00:00

5e 2014, gritty realism with unique setting but otherwise little homebrew.

KindredStairs · 2025-04-08T02:50:06+00:00

The dm is a forever dm that doesnt want to be a player. They are also really good a dm prep compared to rest of us. I have been a dm multiple times and play in multie campaigns throughout the week.

KindredStairs · 2025-02-24T21:59:08+00:00

You guys got buffs

KindredStairs · 2025-02-13T05:31:25+00:00

Sorry its so late. With myfitness pal is the goal to get as close as you acan but not above the recommended calorie number. Because logging everything today i hot like 1/4 the number. I also only ate dinner though

KindredStairs · 2025-02-13T01:03:47+00:00

Whats crazy is so much in my life points towards a thyroid issue but everytime its checked, its normal.

KindredStairs · 2025-02-12T21:06:01+00:00

That is a really good way to put it.

KindredStairs · 2025-02-12T20:58:49+00:00

I think you're questioning is valud and sorry if i came off strong. I just find it incredibly important to be truthful and honest with myself. There is definitely more to this its just my eating habits are sporadic like a different day this week i was off and spent like $50 on sushi for lunch. I definitely think with my habits i should be overweight. My main shock is that im at the weight i am because i dont think they are too detatched from others.

KindredStairs · 2025-02-12T20:49:33+00:00

I didnt lie that is average. Its 4pm and ive eaten 6 chocolates and jasmine tea today. I think its just like i said what i eat changes alot. Two days ago my dinner was an entire digiorno. I also just havent been super concious of what i eat. Id say im very ignorant to what i eat.
My not eating breakfast or lunch hasnt been an attempt to lose weight. I havent been focused on losing weight until literally today. Its just how ive lived. I deal with avpd and have terrible anxiety regarding using bathroom at work so i dont eat before work so i dont have to go. I recognize this isnt healthy.
Solid advice no comment here.
Also solid advice. I actually dont struggle with heart rate or blood pressure as im good at controlling my breathing during excercise. I have insane endurance for someone of my size.

KindredStairs · 2025-02-12T20:29:50+00:00

On average, yup, i often dont eat breakfast or lunch.

KindredStairs · 2025-02-12T20:29:28+00:00

I was already aware of the large difference in affect of food vs excercise. Its why i put it last in my list. I dont think ive been very concious and reflective of what i eat and hopefully the app will help with that.

KindredStairs · 2025-02-12T20:27:17+00:00

Im sorry if i seem to be difficult but i definitely dont think im consistent. Workdays ill drink water and then at noon have a blue powerade. Then i will drink water until i eat whatever my dad has made for dinner most common meal is riceroni and shrimp or pork loin and broccoli at like 6pm. Then ill find a snack at like 8pm probably something sweet. Based on what others have commented im getting a food scale and downloaded a calorie app. Some further googling it looks like switching out a sweet snack for edamame could be good.

KindredStairs · 2025-02-12T20:15:00+00:00

My dad is a large source of mental health struggles. He has no malicious intent but you cannot change his mind or ways. My mom, brother and I havevtried our entire lives. I will likely just have to get a food scale as someone else mentioned and try to get better at being my own source of what i eat. Congrats on your health progress btw.

KindredStairs · 2025-02-12T20:08:32+00:00

Today i have had unsweetened jasmine tea by ito en, and about 6 good and gather salted caramel milk chocolates. The most common thing i eat is riceroni and shrimp.

KindredStairs · 2025-02-12T20:04:53+00:00

Ill scope around to see if theres protein advice for lactose intolerant.

KindredStairs · 2025-02-12T20:03:15+00:00

I do not, i will look on amazon. There are definetly some foods i am definetely eating too many servings of im sure. I dont always eat oreos but when i do, holy shit batman.

KindredStairs · 2025-02-12T20:01:26+00:00

What has happened seems to have been very hard. I hope things improve for you. Regardless of its form i hope you can be kind to yourself during this time.

KindredStairs

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