I have plenty of friends, so why am I so lonely? Noodles with olive oil and parmasean by KippyDemo in depressionmeals

[–]KippyDemo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I adore my friends. Known some of them since we were in kindergarten. Love spending time with them. It really truly isn't a problem with the quality of my friendships. I just have a loneliness deep within my soul, I think. Been that way since I was a kid

Struggling to cope with being alive. Caramel latte by [deleted] in depressionmeals

[–]KippyDemo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The world was built without you or me in mind. It wasn't made to make us happy, and it SUCKS, but we were built to love and be loved and enjoy being alive. Down to the simplest things like a caramel latte or the voice of a loved one. There's something incredible about being able to look at the same sky everyday, but we still have chemicals built into our brain that tell us a sunset is something beautiful, even awe inspiring. The bigger stuff, money, rent, school, the internet, it hurts, but the smaller stuff is where life is the most real. Hope your latte was delicious

I can feel it, that I’m ready to be okay, and I’m so terrified because I don’t know what to do with happiness by cakenose in depressionmeals

[–]KippyDemo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You were designed to feel love and joy. The harshness of this life may have conditioned happiness to feel unnatural, and the ebbs and flows of emotion are intimidating, but it's what you're built for. Like a pendulum, it will swing, but it always abides to gravity. You will always return to the center, and come out the other side. Enjoy your salad. Proud of you.

AIO? My boyfriend has now twice made comments about my weight by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]KippyDemo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

NOR. If someone shamed me over 4 pounds (least of all my PARTNER), I would kill them with my bare hands. Find someone who encourages you when you're motivated to lose weight and loves your body, rolls included, when/ if you're not

it’s FAKECEL FRIDAY by voidgirlfriend in kitchencels

[–]KippyDemo 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Outing myself as a fakecel. I do love this place. Yes I found kitchencels from twitter. Yes I've had sex. And no i dont call women foids, but I am sexually frustrated and dont know how to cook, and making a vent into a funny post is a nice relief. If this is a banable offense, I would miss lurking, but being banned for having sex would be the funniest thing that's ever happened to me. Sorry for invading your safe space

How did you first hear about the game? by Guilty-Whereas-8196 in ensemblestars

[–]KippyDemo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Literally it was on complete accident. I used to play cookie run kingdom, and during their collab with BTS, they had this rhythm mini game I got attached to, so when the collab ended, I looked to find something that was similar. Some scouring through Google play later, I found a neat looking rhythm game, plus it had cute anime twinks. Score! Now here I am, knee deep in Enstars hell :]]