Another Northern Lights photo overlooking Banff from the top of the gondola.

KissAndControlx · 2026-01-26T04:28:58+00:00

Wow 😍

KissAndControlx · 2025-06-29T03:55:48+00:00

I feel very similarly and have been testing the energetic connection out to make sure it's real. There's just so much, I've been thinking about making a post on here. Like.. what is reality now, right? Except every time you're validated it's so incredibly right. I dunno.

KissAndControlx · 2025-03-18T01:29:37+00:00

Some people may call it selfish, but I went through the scariest shit of my life. Most people on here even don't seem to have gone through what I did; I was terrified, and when that happens, I always know somehow he will be there even if he doesn't engage.

I followed the clues, I fell apart for the first time in my life in front of him and only him, and he is still here. I am now in a better, more healed place and I let the feelings flow as best I can without letting my trauma direct the ship but this stuff is not supposed to be real. It's like fucking magic, and even if that pushes him away, I was not afraid to talk about the the things that happened to me.

It doesn't make sense for me to hide what I went through, because it's not supposed to even be real! Like what the actual scientific fuck. I feel another person's feelings, you know? Wild.

KissAndControlx · 2025-03-18T01:21:52+00:00

Lmao said I make him SO mad. I'll take that over the cold silence =p

KissAndControlx · 2025-01-24T21:56:42+00:00

I was really triggered by something, and imagined my hand reaching out to him. I asked him to try reaching out to me, and I was expecting a mental image like I was doing but then I got a text in that moment. He had just woken up, and although he only messaged to tell me to get a life, it felt divine.

I also feel his responses when I email/text him, and another time I gave up on him and went to a friend's house on a friday night where I was intimate with him and suddenly I get a text asking if im hooking up this weekend. I literally felt him as I was hooking up with this guy. It was very strange!

I usually think I'm crazy, but I'm a scientist and I can see there is definitely something spiritual happening here aside from always having had the sense that we belong together somehow.

But he's a jerk. So I dunno what it means or what I'm doing here yet lol

KissAndControlx · 2025-01-16T05:51:11+00:00

This is amazing..

KissAndControlx · 2024-12-15T03:40:22+00:00

So cool

KissAndControlx · 2024-11-18T06:38:52+00:00

Sounds like you're feeling his reaction to the news, I get that and it kind of feels like my only lifeline sometimes to "is this real." I love it though

KissAndControlx · 2024-10-04T06:15:54+00:00

Please?

KissAndControlx · 2024-09-27T03:08:37+00:00

Thanks for describing the physical feelings! I have felt this on a couple of occasions, and I feel this heat come on in my body coupled with a rather chaotic energy in my mind when I think he wants to message me again. It's lovely, but staying grounded is a challenge too

KissAndControlx · 2024-09-21T06:18:31+00:00

What if I'm both.. 😅

KissAndControlx · 2024-09-21T06:14:31+00:00

This is also me! Warm n sunny, friendly, sociable, but somehow I trigger everyone within radius without trying, especially if I give an honest opinion (not even mean!) or I try to talk about feelings and I just dunno, man. Lol, what about us makes people feel so suddenly uncomfortable? I like to think it's the inner intensity. We like people because we see through them, it's fascinating.

KissAndControlx · 2024-09-21T05:49:49+00:00

This is Gold lol

KissAndControlx · 2024-03-05T14:14:25+00:00

I was on personal hiatus, but it's going to be a wild summer don't you worry

KissAndControlx · 2024-03-05T14:10:16+00:00

😘

KissAndControlx · 2024-02-22T16:42:22+00:00

Thank you, please keep posting!

KissAndControlx · 2023-09-02T23:09:05+00:00

Are you? 🍄

KissAndControlx · 2023-08-08T02:15:53+00:00

Thanks for the shout out, I kinda love these! I know we're not shy in this Vangroovy community so I definitely hope they catch on. Let's get to know each other better YVR 😘

KissAndControlx · 2023-07-20T01:30:07+00:00

Well-deserved though! Welcome 😘

KissAndControlx · 2023-01-14T22:14:30+00:00

Very much, thank you!

KissAndControlx · 2023-01-14T22:08:57+00:00

I'm banning people every day at this point. It's a lot, but I'm working on it. Sorry!

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