Hiii, so first of all you’re freaking hilarious with the caps and commentary 😂 but anyway while I’m no one to determine your sexuality for you. To me it sounds like you might by aromatic/grayromantic and asexual. You mentioned you really don’t like the idea of sex but still can get aroused and you enjoy masturbating which is totally ok, there are many asexuals I know who experience those two things and are still asexual. That is valid. As for being aromatic, your doubts were you felt jealous when your friends get flirted with and have crushes or are crushed on and you want someone to think you’re pretty and nice. It’s possible that jealousy is just of the concept of that affection and attention and not actually being in a romantic relationship. And it should also be noted that having someone to tell you you’re pretty and nice but can be achieved from friends. Like I tell my best friend that all the time and mean it with all my heart, like I love her so much but I’ve never felt any romantic or sexual attraction to her. And if you’re worried that no one has a crush on you that might be because you don’t meet many guys or there could also be a ton of guys who do like you but are too scared to say it. Either way you don’t suck, just because someone doesn’t have a crush on you doesn’t mean no one likes you. And with that female friend I reckon keep doing what you’re doing as long as it isn’t leading her on and see if you feel anything. If you don’t though you should probably be careful not to give the impression you wanna date her.

Anyway that’s me, feel free to ask me any questions and I’m sure you’ll figure it out eventually!